Its been awhile since I've encountered an eventless afternoon... With about another 2 hours before I head off to my next activity on the 2nd day of the Chinese New Year, it is indeed a rae moment of peace for me...

Its amazing how 2 weeks of school can seem so long yet go by so fast at the same time. How Ironic does that sound? And there has been alot of stuff going on for the past 2 weeks...

I have been taking a break of CO for quite awhile now... With all the valid reasons and I thank the Lord for this break that I have... I guess now going to CO for me has turned more into a responsibilty than anything esle that could describe what makes a CCA worthwhile... I guess little old me just had enough of not really being accepted in CO...

But whats new?

Yet CO got me in, so the least I could do is show my thanks and stick with it till the end...

I guess as a performer too, I'm really very practical and realistic... I hate performing when there's not enough time to practice, and to go on stage and perform that specific piece... For example, I just got word today that my group would be playing a grade 3 piece... With only like what, 3 days of practice before the actualy event?

The old me ould find ways of getting out of this seemingly pre-determined embrassement... And to tell you the truth, that part of me is still there but I guess I'll have to do my best... And if embrassement comes, it comes then...

I look out of my window and I see the trees outside, with the leaves shining a nice green... I wonder when would be the next time I'll be able to sit and admire the trees, in the afternoon?