I have edited this entry. These past few days, I thought of what some of you told me and reflected on it and I realized that I was wrong. I was wrong to have placed everyone on certain standards because as friends, all of us should be equal. I, instead, would like to put my thanks to all of you for what you have done in the few years we known each other.

Andre: Thank you for always voicing out what you feel is right and even though sometimes I was hurt by what you said, but most of the time you made me realize that I was wrong and show me what was right.Like this times mistake that I made for this entry. Thanks for that!

Darius: Spending time with you during the mission trip was a pleasant one. You always never fail to surprise me with your statements, and show how unique you are. You showed me that Life is ever-changing and that we should really enjoy it. Thank you for just being there, just behind me to give me that pat on the shoulder.

Matthew: Ever since I came to church, you were always around me and as the years passed by, you were there for me, you encouraged me, you consoled me showed me truly what I friend really is. Thanks for just being for me as a friend whom I know.

Joachim:You were always the guy who joke about me, teasing me to rubbish for you and always when I come back, you would that you were sorry and you were just joking. You showed me that We should not take things too seriously and know when to say "I'm sorry." Thanks

Xi min: You were always quiet in the group. I did not really get a chance to know you but I knew that you were like one of those quiet obsevers that would always realize the mistake first. You taught me to know when to be quiet and when to speak even though I haven't achieved that level yet. Thanks for listening and being my friend.

Shi Hao: You always used violence to protect yourself when ever you were threaten, but yet you always know when to clam down and settle matters peacefully. From that learnt that we should protect yourselves rather than act as a coward and get beaten.
Thanks being that protective friend.

Angela: You showed me that we all should not care about people insults and be who you really are. Even though sometimes I don't get you and the girls, but you have always been a friend to me, being approachable me when I first came and so I thank you.

Annabel: You are just like Angela showing us that we should be who are, what we are. You taught to be carefree just don't think too much about what is going to happen and relax....Thanks for that friend.

Eunice: You have showed me to fun-loving, to come out of our comfort zones to know others. Its just like the time when you acted like a host at Andre house and made everyone laugh with your jokes. Thanks for just being that fun-loving girl and my friend.

Jeanette: Knowing you is like knowing laughter. For the past few experiences with you and the others, you would not fail to start a funny situation [e.g. the cheezy situation] which would then make everyone laugh about at that moment and some, until now. You showed me that Life always has its positive side and that we should always look there. Thanks.

Wenxin: You are that somebody who cares for all your friends and show your concern to all. You taught me that we should all care for one and other and be that special someone to show concern to all. Thanks for being that concerned friend.

All of you showed me your great faith towards God and I would work to that. Finally I thank all of you to be part of my character and my memories. Thank you...

Light and Darkness are two great powers that are always at work. They co-exist for without Darkness there would be no light and without light there would not be darkness, all would just end up being nothing. We all start off life wandering in the darkness, finding our way to the light. We do what adults asks us to do and follow their instructions to find that path. Some of us might have also believed in other Gods and believe that they are the way to the light, but all of these are in vain.

Friends, parents or other adults might show this path of light, letting you know God in his earthly home-the church. They might fail once, twice or even all the way until you die they are still trying to let you know God. Once you accept him as your saviour and God, you take your first step on this path of light with him. Most of the time, we fall of the path, get lost or take the step back in the darkness again for protection and enjoyment but in the end, no matter which path you take, you will come to the end of your path-the end of your life. And in front of you, will be the great light-God, and he will judge you wheater you are on his path he has made or lying in the darkness......

That is what I feel Light and Darkness is.

Sometimes in Life, we meet set backs that put us down. It is as if we, from the light has been totally sucked into the darkness.....

Has your whole world been engulfed before in such a situation? Think about it over the days and you will find an answer to all your questions to the darkness and the light.

[But if you don't, then back tommorrow or on Monday to see how I think about it, ok?]

Look around you. What do you see? You see your home, your family, then you go to school,you see friends, you see teachers and some might even irritate you. Finally you reach back home again and sit for dinner, do homework and go to sleep.

These are what we usually experience in daily life, a normal day. Sometimes, we go out with friends and have fun but how do feel cooped up at home most of the time?

Every day, I get insulted, i do wrong by insulting them back most of the time, I try to work hard in music, and instructors think I did not practice and kick me out of SYF.I work hard in studies and get beaten at studies so you ask, what am I good at? Parents think I dont study hard enough, practice music enough and just insult too much people...Where do I actually find my meaning of work any more?

Life is like that for weak people like me. I feel disaapointed, sad, and of course I can't really stand up straight again. What do you do after all this? I tell you... Friends will appear and their helping hands, throw away their insults and help you. Parents will tend at your bad side but you are down, they will console you.

That is the meaning of work, fail and stand up again no matter what happens, family and friends will always be there.....

For friends make up who you are and family bulids up the heart, warm and great...

Is insults really that funny? Why then do people lagh at the accused? Where was the friendship that was there? A few times may be ok, but what if it was too much? What would it lead to?

We wrong too much too many times and are forgiven. But can forgive what we have done ourselves if they are engraved in our minds?Can we.....

But there are friends, friends we trust and they will help you on this way of life. They might betray you or beat you in your life sometimes. You get angry and stop being friends, but remember in life people do wrong so forgive and life goes on...

These are just some things in Life we face and if you wonder and think, Life in a way can been either very bad or wonderful.

Face Life with will and courage for it is not you only but also friends and God.

Hi!! This is a new blog so hope you dont mind it...Anyway, I chose this title because at first, when i was young, I did not show care for others and was very self centered until the time when I went to Angora Brethen Chapel, So this is all for you all!! Thanx

Nigel =)