Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Reflections ; 9:09 AM
Yes I haven't updated in ages... Seriously... But I guess with all thats been happening after I came back from Paris, I guess I was just too tired to blog about everything I've been doing...
So if your wondering what exactly I've been doing, here it is...
Dec 20th and 22th: CCIS which is Celebrate Christmas In Singapore!! Spreading the good news about Jesus Around! :D Nothing much to talk about :P
Dec 23th: Audrey Birthday Party Cum Stay Over... Read Annabel/Angela/Audrey Blog for WAY more details :P OH OH and I got my 1st electric guitar that day... I love it!!
Dec 25th: X'mas in church... Not really that X'mas-y as I thought it would have been... Still the Message really meant quite a fair bit to me as a good reminder about our Salvation... OH OH and Debbie and Jeanette were baptised that day! YaYs for them :P
Dec 26th: OK, finally a day of rest :).... Trust me I needed it... But I was STILL to lazy to blog
Dec 27th: Matthew came over to my place earlier to do some math qns before going for our youth thanksgiving dinner! IT WAS FUN MAN!! And I loved my blue hair!! Although I couldn't keep it since I had to lead worship the next day... The food was great and most imptly, Bin Xing Shared :o! Overall, I had real fun :)
Dec 28th...
Ok main highlight of today's post... So before I go on to elaborate... I shall just talk about what happened on that day 1st...
There was SUPPOSED to be my favourite CAPTAINS BALL session.... But there were just too little people... Like 6 only?? So I guess, it was a flop... But hey, next time?? LOL, A LVLS ALR :'(.... But Anyway, to cut a long story short, we went to eat at Hua Num early cause 1) we had to be in church early and 2) I needed to meet Ivan to play... Some... YU-GI-OH! HAHA Trust me, we were just reliving our childhood moments... :P
So then after, I only had worship practice for like what, 6 mins with the team due to some complications with Uncle Gerald and his practice slot... So then after we prayed real hard for the worship and then went back to our seats to wait for our slot for worship...
OK HIGHLIGHTS
There was really more sharings than I had intially expected... And I guess when we hear how God works for each and every individual in their lives, no matter the outcome... He is really fit to be called Emmanuel, "God with Us"...
So When the 1st shift of sharing ended, the 2nd shift of worship started and I went up to start it off basically... Ok, for those who don't get what I'm saying... Our thanksgiving service has 2 parts... So the order of the service is like this...
Worship
Sharing
Worship
Sharing
Worship
End
And there is a change of worship leader for every section of worship... I was number 2... So we went in and led the Church in singing and prasing God... And as we introduced Hosanna, a new song to our church... When I heard everyone sing... You know the feeling was awesome...
I had many previvous experinces from leading new songs in church and not any were like this... No one sang for the previvous new songs... Only for this song, Hosanna...
Indeed, the people of Angora really wanted to lift His Name on High that very day, in thanks for what the Lord has done for us.. And when the people of God gather to sing unto Him a new song, all who are there will be blessed by it :)
The People Sing
The People Sing
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the Highest
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the Highest
Ivan shared too that day... A new believer coming forth in front of the church to proclaim his faith to men of God... That really amazed me beyond words of mere comprehension...
And I too must thank him :) For he reminded me of what I was, and who I've become.. Things that I've lost as time passed by... Hmmm
So here goes... My Reflections...
It has really indeed been an eventful year for me... So many changes, so many situations, so many things that happened that I've never really had a chance to sit down and reflect on the year...

I was really happy to have gotten into ACJC and to have been in Sepoy... I guess we really bonded as a PAE OG and forged bonds that'll last for some time to come :)... It was an OG who were enthu about everything... Always complaining about me wanting to learn to dance again and again and again... HAHA the chatting sessions we had... Now most of my OG has gone their own ways in different JCs.. But we still meet once in awhile, catching up... I guess though now Sepoy as a whole ain't as united as it used too, but we have forged great bonds of friendship between certain individuals... And some even more than just friends HAHA..

Moving on, I got into 1SC5... THE COOLEST CLASS IN HISTORY OF MY CLASS LIFE HAHA (Ok, 1SD1 might kill me for this but NVM).. I was with Tims for PAE... A brother in christ that I most of the time depended on :P... I had a super united Class for the mere 3 months I was with them... Always entering the class with a warmish feeling in me of being welcomed... The guys always sticked together joking around in class whereas the girls were always backing the guys up... Our Valentine's Day money making plans had caused us to stay in school till 11.30pm and stuff like that... I really really miss it... And I've made great friends too :)
But then there was....
The HIPPY-EST CLASS EVER! Thats SD1 for you HAHA (Ok fine they won't kill me anymore :P) They have been a cool class... With people from different exteremes in the class... I didn't really fit in at first, staying with the SC5 clique that went into SD1 together.. But we somehow all got together as a class as time passed by :)... If I were to stated person by person how great they are in my class... It would more than an hour to finish.. So I guess I'll leave that to after the As :P
There were many many many more things that happened in the year... But I'll elaborate on that tmr... Cause I'm running out of time... Need to go out soon... But I shall say one more thing before I end this post....

Churchies are the best...
They are really the friends that will accompany you beyond life... Into Eternity :)
Sunday, December 14, 2008
~back finally~ ; 8:50 AM
Yes... I'm finally back for all those who still bother to read... Anyway, There are many things to blog about so I'll start with the earliest one...
Church Camp 5-8th DecYup, the theme was
Arise and Bulid.At first I felt it was only an okay camp... I guess cause of the amount of free time the guys had... HAHA, I remember the church camp two years back, there were so much stuff to do! Especially the captain's ball session we had with the adults and young adults! Too bad this year round we didn't have any at all! Not even during the holidays... I guess I'm mostly the one organising all these captain ball outings, so once I'm not free, no one esle really organises these outings :P... And since Angela's out of town, there won't be any till end Dec to early Jan :P
Anyway, back to main topic... I had a nice quiet sharing group... But when it came to games... We OWN!! LOL, I mean we got third place :P... Benjamin BENJAMIN!! XD For the amazing race, we were like only walking around to every place and not even running HAHA it was amazing that we even got 3rd place overall :)... Anyway, the games were refreshing, I guess cause the girls planned it, it kinda resembled children ministry games :D... But THAT doesn't mean its childish, it was fun! HAHA
This camp I really spent alot more time with my cell group (guys one)... Well cause 1) The girls didn't really come over and play bridge or tiati this camp round, I guess they had stuff on; 2) The guys shared a room together? So yea, we kinda met quite often :P... Sometimes Gyming with Andre.. Or slacking with Jo/ Matthew depending who was in the room... This time, camp really answered my question on true friends... Yes and thats you all man! People whom you can trust and believe in for a long time to come! :)
Leading Worship in camp was a nice experience as well... It felt easier to do repeats, or adjust the tempo for songs easier on the spot... Well, fast songs were a killer without drums and if your bassist or guitar are lost... You're in for it HAHA! XD But anyways, When you can hear the singing of the people of the church, your heart warms cause everyone there is just really there for worship. To sing praises to God, you know? :)
As I was saying, I only thought it was an okay camp... Well, until the last night and last day of camp... Found the problems in my life... And In the morning when I heard the sharing about Esther and Sam I cried so badly... I asked myself why? It couldn't be just because of Esther... I mean I do miss her... But not that much...
So what was it?
I left early to get back to Singapore on the last day of camp to catch the night flight for Paris later that day... And I was searching for that answer... And it became evident to me what I was crying out for...
My lost love for learning... The word...
Well shall not really elaborate cause it would be really really long... And its kinda special to me, so I only plan to share to some ppl :P..
Moving on....
Paris 8-12th DecYes Paris... I shall upload pics soon...
It was a real rush since the flight was 13 hours... It didn't really leave our family much time to go look see look see... So we did as much as we could in that little span of time... I went to effiel tower! Super nice :P And serveral other places... But I'll leave that till the pictures come.. Then I'll explain in greater detail :)
Finally,
CO outing 13th DecSince I was still on leave for CO, I guess I was lazy and all... So I legally skipped the morning combine practice to go for the CO outing in the afternoon to support our fellow percussionist Jun Yang! Well, before Jun Yang's performance, there was the ensemble portion of the compietition... Where I got to see all the PRO erhu and well practically EVERY SECTION pro people... Thats the difference btwn School standards and outside CO standards.. Ah but Whatever! Just goes to show I needa practice!
I saw many familiar faces too! I only said hi to one... But after that experince... I decided not to say hi anymore XD... Just leave some messages behind in MSN or smth XD
Jun Yang was SUPER funny on stage :P... He was acting as if he was in some drama serial! HAHA but I enjoyed his performance... I guess thats the difference between Pros and Noobs like me :P...
Well, thats about all for now... I'll comment more next time :)
Thursday, December 04, 2008
~its my life... part 2...~ ; 11:03 PM
Now for the real comments on Its My Life...
Yes, like I said, it was AMAZING :D... The voices, the stories.... They were all relevant to our lives as teens :)
That night, there was no such thing called 'calefares' or extras in the background of the whole musical.. Everyone stood out in their own Special way...
The only disappointment I had was that the character Colette should have more... well, scenes for the character's development or at least allowing the audience to have a better view of what the character really is all about... And she too, (*I think she was acted by Pam) had a great voice that was under used... But I'm no scriptwriter or director myself, so I guess her presense there to show that not all youths make it out of their problems a-ok... And I don't really have the right to comment on it :P
Lets talk about my good friend Xue Yi 1st... Xie Ting was really just Xue Yi for those who know her, you'll most probably get what I mean... The energy, the Singlish (*HAHA)... But there's one point that really shined through the musical... That Xue Yi is indeed a performer, esp in the music aspect :)... Her voice was... DIVA-LIKE... That power, and I loved the huskiness in her voice if you get what I mean :P... I think she'll make a great actress, though I would love to see her in other type of roles :P... GOGOGO XUE YI!!
Anard played by Movin speak to me the most, being the mommy's boy and all... OK FINE all the voices in the musical were MIND BLOWING... so will not emphasize how great all of their voices were... Ok maybe a few... Movin was great protraying out his character and I really loved it... In more than one way, it reminded me of the ever-so drama Arunan who is now back in KL... Miss that good friend of mine.... :(
Moving on, Nabil was great too! To capture the aspect of forced choice of his future career by his parents, he has really shown the pressure that parents have on their children about not only their studies, but their future career. Also, it goes to show that many parents still believe that the arts in Singapore cannot bring their children far... something that I also feel, though not that strongly for... But the vital question here is...
Practicality Vs. Passion
His 'not very malay' joke blew my head off! HAHA So FUNNY!
Farid was really into character and his power vocals helped him prove his point.... The bad boy turned good may have been cliche, but he made it all different... Because of the very fact that it was his own way of facing up to the things and learning to change... That made his character memorable...
Conan and Glory are two power vocalists... And it almost seems that their roles in the musical were like that of mordern day Romeo and Juliet :P... I was especially captured by Glory's vocals... Though their stories were interlinked and filled with all kinds of obstacles finally coming to a happy ending... It didn't really leave that great an impression... Maybe because I haven't met that kind of situation yet I guess...
Rong Min reminded me of how I too felt about myself... Always going with what the crowd feels we should be doing or acting... But at the end of the day, are we really fair to our OWN feelings?? Her vocals were, without a doubt great too!
The drama favourite, Clarice too swept the stage! Her comment that 'I told you I had Drama and Dance' made all AC ppl in the hall laugh like mad!! It was SOOOOO commical HAHA... Like AC all over again... But anyways, her character made me ask aboutmyself... Should we always take our parents' advice? No doubt they're right most of the time... But should we always??
As they say, Best for last...
I was really... really, BLOWN away by Sharon played by Sarah... WOAH... 1) Her vocals, you gotta give it to her, she's beyond the words good and great... Almost that of a pro, if not there already... 2) I guess cause she was so much in character that it also didn't seem that she was acting.. More of telling... telling us her story... I was so fixed on her when it was her scene just before she sang 'The Stranger In Me'... Though the song had a real strong influence of Corrine May in it (*Practically screaming out her name as the melody was played out HAHA), it was great!!! Really really great! I guess since my mom was almost like a single parent back then when I was younger since my dad's a pilot and all (overseas training for like 3 months or more?, not at home most of the time), the things I see in the character Sharon reminded me of my mom back then....
The tears I see from Glory, Conan and Sarah made it all seem so real to the audience... I guess the stories may have been based real strongly on the life stories of each one of them... Making the production so real, so easy to relate...
And I Love IT!!!
Its my life.. A production worthy to watch and if ever the recordings come out online or on Cds... Worthy of buying!!!
Oh btw, will be away till the 8th from tmr onwards... And will be away again on the night of the 8th to paris till the 13th of Dec... So see you till then!!!
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
~Its my life~ ; 10:53 PM


A Teen Musical By Teens, For Teens... ~Its My Life~ Was indeed fantastic :)...
But anyway, shall post about the time I haven't blogged first :P...
I have been really thinking about things bothering me, about the choices I make as an individual... Things that were affecting me...
I said that I'm really happy to have friends there for me... But do I? And exactly who? When I call, who hears? Does anyone ever? Who are close and who aren't? Trying to be a good friend everyone can get real tiring, and it was pulling me all apart recently. Even when I was unhappy and a bit angry, I didn't let these emotions surface and just went about doing my duties though I could have told the people involved off... Was I being fair to my own emotions and feelings?
Did everyone I interacted with deserve my time?
Fate has its own little game it plays with me... As it takes the things that seemingly appears to be mine, away from me... I guess I've come to live with it, but I never fail to ask...
Why?
And I've been searching for answers for these very questions...
I worked as a Calfare recently under Mr. Micheal Tay, and sadly I'm not supposed to blog about it... But what I've gained out of the experience is that, life seems like a drama with the script all written out ready for the neccessary actors to act... Yet the beauty of it is that these actors don't know the script yet the way in which they act is just like the story line planned out in the 1st place...
I'll never know who to best spend my time with... So if I don't try, who really knows what'll happen in the end? So I'll start with those who really express care and concern... Its a good way to start :) Even if we're all just 'calfares' of others lives...
Now for its my life!!
An Amazing Production Indeed For TEENS! It really talked to me in my areas of my life similar to those acting...
Quote from Sharon, "... The hardest battles you fight against... Is yourself" Which is so true! Min's idea of how she conformed to society to get accepted, but yet feel uncomfortable about herself; Arif being forced to do what his parents want; Xie Ting optimism in almost everything only to hide her fear of being the oldest in the family; Claire's idea of perfection; Farouk's change for the better; I loved the part of Coret and Gail's own type of Love differing from their parents though its still not relevant to me yet; Anand's quest to break from the boringness of life... WOAH I LOVE IT!!!
OOooooooooo PLUS THE VOICES OMG :D:D!!! AND THE SONGS, ITS LYRICS AMAZING :D
Xue Yi, thanks for inviting me to such a beautiful musical! I loved it lots! Shall continue commenting on it tommorrow in my next post :P
"Lord, I've come back right here.... Nobody even thinks that I'm here but you...'
'They have no right to judge yet they do... But you who have the right, don't... Thats why I'm back here again.."
"You know Lord... You rock!"