Its been a long while since this space has been updated, really... :P Guess all my free time has been spent on reading online manga or watching videos, that has mainly been the way I've spent my Promos away :D

The promos wasn't as great as I thought it would be, I mean those papers that I thought were really scary weren't, and those which were supposed to be do-able... Lets just say it was above average...

In any case, my dream of doing a H3 for my J2 year has been temporarily placed to a side... Not really expecting much of the promos, but if God allows me, I would really love to take an external H3 :)... Who knows, I might even go to RJ next year on fridays :P...

I've been feeling rather detached from most of my friends recently, and for someone who believes that he cannot survive without friends in his life at all times... Has been a new experience.. Hmmm, how should I put it... Though sad that he cannot continue a long conversation with most of his old friends, he has been able to move on with things this way... Learning that from Lukas really helps alot, and life for me therefore hasn't really been that bad to me, since I would blame it all on myself if a friendship I had went on to become sour :P...

But I guess though I talk less to loads and loads of people nowadays, the face still remains. That they're place in my heart never really moves, as I still value my friends as much as I did before... Or who knows, even greater than before. I'm not saying that I would offer my life in exchange for one of my friends in a life-death situation... I might, but what I'm saying is, I'll always try to be there...

I havent really been the important friend in people's lives... No one really comes up to me when they're really down, or when they really need help... Maybe, I cant really help at all? Nah, on the contrary, I just think that I'm too insignificant for them to remember me when they actually need help... It isn't all that bad I guess...

It just makes me wonder to myself once in awhile...

Among my friends, who do I and who trusts me the most?