The 'barker' side of ACCO

The Erhu Grp 07/08 mixed with 08/09 :)

The cello bass grp

Seniors 08

Ianthe (The NOT so wild gal she claims to be) and myself

'Handling the Logistics of Singapore tommorrow, the QMs of today' HAHA

Jia Ni and Sophia, 1st 2 seniors I've ever talked too :D

President and Vice President of 08/09 CO :Irvin and Pei Yan :P

Its been a week of work and reflection of what I've really become after entering JC. I must say that I've really changed quite a bit from the past, and personally not in a good way.

The past few mornings, I've been coming to school to do my morning devotions and spend the time to think about all the times I've spent here. For about 7 months worth of memories, what I see is merely arrogance, myself poking into others' matters with my really annoying busybody attitude, all this for just a mere wanting to be on an equal with everybody esle. Why? I ask, that I should feel that I'm not an equal? I think this question has driven me nuts for months, and probably changed me to someone I'm not. I was from a friend who told me about my change that has put this change to a stand still. Though this has indeed affected the way in which I have been conversing with people for the past week, it has provided me the chances to think before I say things or do things.

Never have I felt so useless and empty before... I remember in the past, where I promised myself not to change into someone who is full of arrogance, easily pushs the blame around, lazy and self centered,,, Yet for a period of time, what was I? This very being that disgusted me! Aiming to serve God and turn into a better person in JC to thank him for the grace he has shown me for my whole life, wasn't that what I aimed to do when I first entered AC?

Imperfection has always been evident in my life... I always ask myself if I'm needed in people's lives sometimes, whether even as friends, I'm more of a burdern than an aid... I depend on my friends greatly, yet I question myself, am I really a help to them.

Lord, help me be what you want me to be.
Amen

Was down with flu today... And decided to take nice rest at home :D... Did some studying, at my nice own pace... Chem was seriously unsolvable by my current knowledge of it... So will be asking more intelligent people soon enough :P...

Bio on the other hand, was more welcoming and more understandable than the all unknown Chem.. HAHA

I had many nice calls and smses frm friends so thanks for expressing your care! :D I'll be back soon

I hope :D

Bio got an A WOOHOO!! So Happy~~! But looks like mugging later in the year will come down on me hard...

S for GP HAHA... Wasnt really expecting too much for it ANYWAYS... But now at least Ms Neeta FINALLY realised I NEED Help!!

SO... Here's my Report card XD

Biology--------A
Math H1-------A
Chinese H1-----B
Cheminstry-----C
Econs---------C
GP H1-------- S

To God be the glory, Great things he has done
The BEST is Yet to BE

I was just told by my mom that I've been spending too much time on my beloved computer and PSP... *sigh* No matter how much I want to deny it... YES I have been... But I haven't kick started the mugging mode for Promos... Which is really quite near based on what many many ppl I know tell me HAHA... I think its about I think 81 days away? Which is about 11 weeks and 4 days away? WOO HOO Friends, mugging in session with PW is coming up! Man that sucks

But anyway, terms have surprised me quite a bit... With me passing most of the subjects that I've taken, and well the other two I haven't recieved back yet... So here goes...

Cheminstry was a real surprise as I got a C for it! Like WTH? I thought I was going to fail, but I guess its all God's hand in this, cause I like totally blanked out in Terms and didn't know how to do alot of Qns... But he thought that I studied quite a bit, so decided to grant me a pass... But either ways, Thanks God! I entered the examination hall totally aiming for an A to only come out of it... Shagged and totally disappointed... which thought me that overconfidence really causes people to take a huge fall...

H1 math was great as usual with an A... I mean, Its a H1 and its math!! WOOHOO

Econs was good too with a C judging that I only mugged a day before... Putting all my hopes on Bio and Chem... So after chem I rushed home to mug for Econs.. And still managed a pass :D... Good job :)

Chinese on the other hand was quite disappointing, with a 68.7....%... And yes its a B... I was hoping for an A.. But guess I'll just have to work harder...

I just hope I'll do well for GP and Bio!

To God be the glory, great things he has done,
The Best is yet to be