Storm of the night,
Hear my plight.
Where dreams take flight,
Beyond my might.

Men who believe they're right
just because they fight
for what they believe is right.

That is their plight
which has caught my sight.

Who is right?
What is right?
Do we have - rights?

O storm of the night,
Cry as I might,
Will that cause thee
to save us from our plight?

Hey there you all go friends.. And yes we alone took that many pics HAHA

You felt that if you
stopped time and its ryhme,
then it would stop your demise.
Yet none can stop His design,
of time and its
ryhme.

For you are part of
ryhme and time,
For every moment is
Part of time,
And in every word,
Is a part of rhyme.

Death and its demise,
Is all part of time,
Yet for it to ryhme,
Is then life thine?

You say you cant,
But you can ryhme,
Its all in time,
To find your ryhme

A ryhme for all
Times to come,
In love, in hope,
In joy, or
To just - rhyme?

To ryhme is joy,
and joy for ryhme,
Yet my ryhme is wrong,
And so is my time.

For to ryhme right,
Is to, well,
Rhyme

To spell things right,
Is a matter of time,
And till we get to
that time,
Will our true time,
of life begin.

To rhyme is time,
And in joy, we
rhyme.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=df-lDx228C0

Here's a real good song to listen when you all are resting from all the work that you all are doing :)

Anyway, It has a real good holiday, one of the best I've had ever since the one right after 'O's... :D I've been spending time with almost everyone that I've lost time with due the JC life that eats up my personal life with friends...

I have found my love for learning which makes me feel kinda like a nerd through out the holidays... Haha, I've been enjoying learning new stuff, not only in my studies but for stuff that I dont study as a subject. Like re-looking at my previvous lit stuff, or new vocal techniques :D... Its been a holiday of new experiences, and I've been loving it... Learning also more abt my friends... Which is the things I love to learn the most.. Which is about people...

I've realised that my love for studying is not only like for the arts... But also for the sciences.. Yes people... You are thinking to yourselves, HE IS SUCH A NERD.. Well, seriously I dont blame you, though I dont study all the holidays cause though I like learning, Preparing for exams are TOTALLY diiferent things altogether!

I just wanna be always at this state... Learning stuff, Not for exams man... *sigh* Its going to be a super sian week ahead...

I guess you all should know by now... I travel quite frequently, seeing many sights, eating good food... But still something in me still hasn't changed after all this time...

I still enjoy being with my friends more than anything in the world...

I was thinking abt alot of things in Maldives... But just before I zoom in on what I did think about... Here's a little something I picked up from Esther's blog to set the mood right...

"I always wish for a lot of things, but one of those that I really want to come true (but I know will not) is for 1SC5 to have always been a class. We were only a class for about a month, but in that short time we became really bonded and close as a class, and the class spirit was so strong. I always felt comfortable with the scivers, like it was family."

"Imagine, up till now, we still have sc5 outings. Not everyone turns up, but the fact is, there's still this imaginary sc5 living in us, even though the sc5 we would like to have doesn't exist. And this is what makes us so special. I bet no other PAE class is like us. (:"

I feel We are truly family... I cannot deny that my current class is cool and fun too... But I only mix around with people that I kinda mix well with I guess? There are still some I cannot really like talk really well with... Which was not the case for me when I first stepped into sc5...

I was really gald that day when I realised that Timotheus was in the same class as me... Yes guys, I know you keep on telling me that he insults me like nuts.. But knowing him for such a long time, I know he is just teasing and really cares for his friends... So NEVER MIND HAHA...

I still have the paper that Ms Azlina had us do on the 1st contact time... To learn about each other... I still remember sticking to my OG friends and Tims when I first came in... But really REALLY soon, I found myself wanting to come to school everyday to see the rest of the class!

I still remember all the guys stood together when we kinda didn't do our homework for bio... AND other subjects HAHA... But I guess the rest of the teachers, though seeing that we were doing the WRONG thing, still played along cause it was really kinda funny how we defended ourselves...

I still remember once, We all didn't do our work, and Ms Azlina, knowing this asked tims a qn off the worksheet... Flipping to the page, I pointed at the answer and he went on to deliever a magnificent performance to make it seem that he DID the work! HAHA But I had to fill in at the last part cause it was also vital for the answer HAHA

We had many MANY active girls too like Shu Mei... I bet you cannot forget her and the Chinese Teacher right? HAHA THE CHINESE TEACHER!!!

I think we had to thank our Chinese teacher cause she was what mainly bonded the Chinese class people... Trust me, those who are non-sc5 ppl, you have not seen Chinese-Hell until you've been in our class HAHA

Who could forget the times we stayed back for fun-o-rama.. Just to get enough seed money to start a stall... The late night dancing, and all the laughs we had...

One of THE best videos done by TIMONTY!!

And it was really sad when our class was disbanded... Bits and pieces of sc5 flew all over AC and Singapore... And I guess I can now only say, it was great while it lasted...

So as I end today's post... Here's to scivers out there reading this post :

To all, if your name is not written here today, its not that I've forgotten you... Trust me, Its an experience that God has blessed me with. How could I forget? As the Asst class rep, I can tell you all one thing...

We are still a family

Or at least me HAHA if you dont believe we still are... You are welcomed to call me anytime, or anyone from Sc5 to talk to them... Why would we all care? If you should doubt... Why would HE/SHE care? If you should ask

Then lemme tell you and reaffirm you...

Its the memories that we've been together that makes, well at least me, love life more... And I pray for all of you cause you are... And still will be... the special gift that we, as a class... And for the many others that you interact with in many different parts of your life...

Have

God bless you all :)

Because we are 1sc5, we are AC-FIED!!!

Yes guys... If you all have been wondering where I've been or have been trying to get me... Yes I am now officially in Maldives... And it feels like its been ages since I left Singapore, that sunny island! Although it is ironic to find a computer that is EXACTLY the same type as those found in the ACJC's computer labs in an isolated island... Here I am typing this very post :D... But, this High tech Computer could use an Msn Messenger... Because without is, I feel SO disconnected with all my friends!! Darn... And smsing here is like a dollar per sms... Which kinda limits me to all my messaging... Darn, sorry friends... But if you need to get to me, I'll be using the computer everyday, half an hour to check on my mail and stuff... Apparently, there are kids using the computers with good internet access to play games for hours and hours to past when we are all limited to only half an hour... *sigh* well, kids will be kids right? But well, maybe I'll have more luck tomorrow...

The scenery here is fantastic and the activities that we do here are great! It is really starting to become one of the most relaxing and enjoyable holiday man! With that being said, I also managed to complete studying and remembering the DNA chapter by spending 3hrs mugging too!! WOOHOO!!

Well, will talk about it more tmr... if not I'll end up being one of those inconsiderate kids using the computers for SO LONG ARGGHHHH!!

Apparently... All the computers cant post anything or send e-mails out to the world out there... So I guess, the really cool Apple computer that I'm using now... IS NEXT TO USELESS!!

You'll only get to see this post when I get back to Singapore and post it using my own com...

Well, it wasn't an extremely eventful day for me... yet cause I'll be leaving for the airpost in about an 1hour and a half's time.. Well, I had the youth camp reunion on monday and tuesday and it was super super fun! With the late night taboo games and the anything goes song writing... It has indeed been a blast for me... The pictures are still in the camera which is in the luggauge to be sent over to maldives later... So I guess I'll post the pictures someother time then :P...

Was just spending some time in the morning thinking about things... I have always loved writing since young, and perhaps also everything esle regarding music too... And as you can see from the previvous posts, I love to write when I have free time and when inspiration strikes me :)... I kinda wish I took up Literature again, though Econs isn't too bad a subject to study... And I guess well, I should be studying my subjects rather than just writing and doing the stuff I would like to do in replacement to studying...

It always kinda seems to me that the world is trying to tell me, "You're not good enough in these areas of the arts, so just go study your science subjects and forget about all these things". With all the previvous comments that I got, this is kinda true..

Life kinda sucks when the world demands you to be better than who you are :(

And as the wind
Broke through the night.
The silent breeze
Swept past the light.

And into the depths
Of my heart it cried
“Wander not away from
Me, you might”
And I tried

I tried to run
Beyond my might
To follow what
I thought was right

The wind,
It held the saddest sight.
Of a life that is…

Ever going,
Never ending,
Never stopping,
Ever crying

Yet cry as it may,
Nothing may stop its course,
That is,
In vain.

But,
May I try to
Be the guy
That the heard the cry
And try

To stop the time,
When winds blew by,
To have chat and
Slow its time so that
Winds need not blow
With all their might

But friend,
Till then, my prayers
Are with thee,
That your journey is one, though
Hard and painful,
Brings joy and peace to many.

Be Gone,
Oh dreaded foe!
Be Gone,
Oh so-called friend!
One beyond redemption
Shall not reach the likes of thee!

Many a times
My hand held out
Seeking merely friendship.
What I had attained in return
Were nothing more than just
Mere stabs in the back.

Oh Lord,
Hear thy prayer!
Forgive thy sins!
Forgive thy transgressions!
For I have left my brother
And his sins, without rebuke,
Without correction.

I pray that thou
Will not let the flames of hell consume thee.
Yet if,
In order to secure my redemption
Is to rebuke this so-called brother…

Oh Lord, I’ll shout out to you for strength!

Only a fool gains pleasure
In others’ demise.
When they see
Others in humiliation and in
Embarrassment,
Do they feel satisfied.
Oh Lord!
You know my heart!

For my heart
Has no place for them!

For a saint I am not, and
For the saint I aim to be,
I beseech you, Brother
Turn from thy ways, and
Be gone from thy sight!

For these fools, who,
like any other,
Will turn back to dust.
Judgement will come,
And promises only
Eternal torment within the
Depths of Oblivion.

I’ll pray, however,
For your salvation.
That a gay faggot
With such a shallow mind,
Such as thee, would change
Thy ways and receive salvation.

May your soul be saved.

Amen

She passed me by,
Caught my eye,
my phantom of delight.

Words cannot describe
her beauty in the night
Where angels seem to flutter
at the very sight

But yet
Many pass her by
Without realising
this beauty nearby

Why can't they see
What I see in her eyes.
That sparkles, that glitters
That shines too in thy eye

Her wisdom is unmatched
Her beauty beyond description

Who am I
That she is thine
Who am I
That she is mine

In glory, in honour
In sadness, in pain,
In joy and happiness
That there is one such as thee
Beside thou art always
Now and forevermore

I thank God for thee,
The every moment that I spend
with thee

I thank you always
My one, My only,
My Starlight

If I wrote this to the one whom I fell in love in the future, I hope her heart will melt XD

I had finally got down to doing some substantial work today with Damian and April down at my favourite Jurong East Library... We met about 9.45am outside and managed to squeeze and rush our way to victoriously get a table to work on! :P I still remember doing that for my sec. 4 life, going down there during my free time or during the hols to mug... Though it wasn't really much :)

I got down to doing some math and about 3 questions of GP as the two others began their discussion on Literature. Oh! How that brings memories of my favourite lit. class in Barker! I really miss the times we enacted the scenes with the various accents and all the fun we had! *sigh* But I guess, its time to move out of lit and do my econs which isn't so bad after all :P...

We went out for lunch after attempting some Chem at around 12+. After that, Damian had to leave as he was interviewing some great guy for his Written Report with Joy... Hmmm, wonder how she is doing.... HMmmmm... Anyways, I got back with April and did chem from 1 till about 3... Attempting to explain and make remembering the shapes for chemical bonding with April... I kinda failed... But with April's help, I tied up loose ends and it was quite good! XD We both did Energentics next and that left alot of ??s in our heads HAHA! :D

In the end, I didn't meet up with Esther as planned... She was on her way home as she didn't have her books... And since she sounded so tired on the phone, I thought I should just let her rest... So I went home after buying some stuff for sch :P

I feel mentally drained now ....

We live in a world where well, reality kinda hits you in the face quite hard... And it doesn't really help that people nowadays are quite direct at it. I'm not typing this because I face this type of smiliar injustice (believe me, at least not today :P), rather I'm typing this in the joy of finding an path out of this pain we face.

We run away from it.

I mean, we all run away from problems big or small, sooner or later... Its just different ways of running away :P

I take the path of performing. The things we practice for and work hard as a group together can be really tiring but yet ironically... fun? I suppose being a performer for at least 11 years now has indeed placed in me a heart for performing. And God also placed in me a heart of worship... So giving praise to him is fun to me too :)

But when I mean running away, I meant to use this as an oppotunity to find back our lost strength and, come back to the problem.

Stronger

I felt like typing this out in view of all the recent musical concerts that have been going on... I really feel revived and ready to go back to work... Ok, after I have some of my own free time for fun 1st :P:P

Escape reality by living on stage