Well, its been awhile since I last posted... Alot of stuff lately... With all the papers and stuff like that... Well, getting real tired of all this.. And to add things up... I've just pissed my mom off cause of a passing remark I've made...

I mean, yes ok maybe I was making a passing comment and since it came out like an insult.. My intention of it was like a joke... So shouldn't parents understand things and accept things easier once you explain things to them... Well, So I said sorry and stuff... But I was termed 'ungrateful' for ignoring the fact that she was sick and still came to pick me and went in and out of the carpark with me due to lunch and what I wanted for lunch... But I didn't say those things for that purpose... And as you can see... Obvivously she hasn't accepted that explanation...

So I've gotta a question to ask...

What does it take to be that good person that your paretns always wanted you to be? I mean I've really tried very hard and being both myself and a good person... But still, I get critised for things sometimes I don't mean.. I didn't do those things intentionally sometimes and I'm sorry to my parents as it seems insulting to them... But why after an explanation.. They don't understand?

I just wish they wouldn't look more at my wrongs and just be a bit more understanding sometimes to the wrongs that I made un-intentionally...

(P.S. though saying all this.. I don't mean my parents are bad as a whole.. *sigh*)