Well, haven't been blogging recently cause well... BEEN LAZY TOO... but anyways, its been an eventful two weeks...

Well, school has been either laughs or zzzzzz mood cause most of the time we are in the air-con and we kinda joke alot to keep the stress off.. Of course with only 2 1/2 weeks left to Preilms.. Well, people, it ain't looking good :(... Of course, I do enjoy the opportunity to study :) But only a few of the subjects to me are really worth studying... However, I do force myself sometimes to study those 'other' subjects cause they are deproving due to constant neglect.... *sigh**sigh* I guess if MAtthew came to read the blog, he would be 'yaaaaaa maaaaannnnnn...' Since he is kinda worse off then me NOW due to D&T... Ouch.. But well ALL THE BEST MATTHEW AND JOACHIM FOR YOUR D&T!!

Ok, recently was performing with Matt and the band for the perfects' investiture... Well, I was like a kinda extra person there cause there were like two pro singers there already and they didn't kinda need me... + I have kinda bad pitching... But it all turned out fine... And the usual happened which was me being called like an extra.. BUT HEY... IT WAS GREAT TO PRAISE GOD!! For the exact amount of people there to watch, go look at matts blog... He even has the pic :P... Well, it was the last performance I had with the band and I'm going to miss that experience I had with them :)....

Also on that note on missing people... There is alot of people taking their leave for overseas study which is kinda sad for me... Esther was the first one to leave... I still kinda miss her when I'm not studying just thinking about how I spent my sermon time teaching and having so much fun learning and playing TOO!! :) Those were the days :P... Though so, I still know that on that side of the world she is like kinda on a path to her dreams so that thought motivates me to spur on in my studies :)... Amanda and Celena were next to go for their UNI education... It was kinda sad to me since I really kinda liked talking to Celena and Amanda (although talking to Amanda was actually most of the time online...)... But I was starting to drift away from celena anyway... So did it really matter to me that much?

I mean, adulthood brings about much more work than I, as a teenager could possibly fathom... Or so I presume... Cause for most of the young adults I know and converse with.. Well, they're usually busy and kinda hang in their own clicks most of the time... Of course I would not really generalised all the young adults... But hey, personal experience with the few I know kinda ended up like this... So... Maybe it was all meant to be?? Or maybe just in my case...

Something came to my mind when I thought of this... And is something I study in Lit which is kinda true for me... I dunno about you but here's how it goes...

Law of seperation in life starts right from our mother's womb as we detach ourselves from it to enter this world... As we meet and greet our loved ones, friends or family, bfs or gfs... We come together only to be apart, all in due time... Most of our lives struggle and misery comes from the attempt to deny the very existance of this.. Yet.. It is undeniable... the only person who will really stay with you for all of our lives and beyond- the one who would finally unify us all- is only God... And Death is the passage way to this utopia..

Is not that I wanna sound cheem or anything.. But this is what I really feel...

I really wanna have a sibling somehow...