Hey.. At recess now but just passing time now at the library cause its still having some long Qs in the cateen... The usual people is like joking around, so I decided to post today since most of the week I'll be away in school till 6.... AHHHH!! CO has been rather crappy but hey, Just a few more months and I'll be out studying like Crazy....

I've been looking over at my friends' blog and most of them are all so EMO....

Is the world really all that bad??... Everybody says that the world's system is governed by higher evils... At we live in the era of twisted theories and in a land where no real or true friendships really, really lasts... How true is that for many.. Many of my friends are already breaking down under the pressure and the emotional pressure that their friends or the school have brought them... And because of these people's comments, they judge themselves by this standard and when they cannot meet the expectations of others... They, thus, break down and EMO state arises... (Dun worry JO I'M NOT TALKING ABT YOU)...

I always fear that I'll change to someone much worse in the future... As many of you would know... And once (since Jo's name appeared alr...), Jo asked me why was I comforted that why I fall away from Christianity that Its not God's fault (Cause everygood and perfect gift comes from above) though he gave Satan the permission to tempt me... (If U dunno what I'm talking about its ok... Since this was our guys grp Sunday school)..

At least I know its my lack of faith rather than the belief of any imperfect God....

Well, so anyway, As I live everyday, I hope to be a good person... Someone that does not allow anger to come over him... So at least

There's at least someone who wanna make the world a better place..

Well, gotta go for recess now... SEE YA!

At least I know that the God I'm worshipping is all perfect