Hey.. At recess now but just passing time now at the library cause its still having some long Qs in the cateen... The usual people is like joking around, so I decided to post today since most of the week I'll be away in school till 6.... AHHHH!! CO has been rather crappy but hey, Just a few more months and I'll be out studying like Crazy....

I've been looking over at my friends' blog and most of them are all so EMO....

Is the world really all that bad??... Everybody says that the world's system is governed by higher evils... At we live in the era of twisted theories and in a land where no real or true friendships really, really lasts... How true is that for many.. Many of my friends are already breaking down under the pressure and the emotional pressure that their friends or the school have brought them... And because of these people's comments, they judge themselves by this standard and when they cannot meet the expectations of others... They, thus, break down and EMO state arises... (Dun worry JO I'M NOT TALKING ABT YOU)...

I always fear that I'll change to someone much worse in the future... As many of you would know... And once (since Jo's name appeared alr...), Jo asked me why was I comforted that why I fall away from Christianity that Its not God's fault (Cause everygood and perfect gift comes from above) though he gave Satan the permission to tempt me... (If U dunno what I'm talking about its ok... Since this was our guys grp Sunday school)..

At least I know its my lack of faith rather than the belief of any imperfect God....

Well, so anyway, As I live everyday, I hope to be a good person... Someone that does not allow anger to come over him... So at least

There's at least someone who wanna make the world a better place..

Well, gotta go for recess now... SEE YA!

At least I know that the God I'm worshipping is all perfect

Today was somewhat tiring... Finshing a song in a day.... And having A maths straight after.... I'm like -_-ZZzzz.... By the end of it...

Anyway, school has been a bit stressful... Bio test = Most likely Fail... Amaths and Literature test coming up... Plus some work on the weekends... Mom been saying I don't study much... X_X... Can't stand it... Onli Jan and mom bugs me to study... Freaky... Does it mean its really near exams...

Really wish can relax.. But people around me allow me to do it... HELP!!

Sorry its all in parts.... Am I trying to make suspense?? No lah... Its just that all these days have been packed with studying and work... Until like super tired... X_X.... But hey, I'm taking a short rest by typing this post before I prepare for my tests on this week/ next week/ The week after next... So you get the idea...

Anyway, lets talk about... I dunno? AH!! 4 people today... Cause 4 is a nice number!!

Wen Xin
Well, what can I say?... Its really been a long while since I've actually really talked to you.. But still, I really enjoy your company with all of us... I dunno how to put... But I think you've taught me.. We're all special to everyone no matter how important or insignificant we may be at times... And well, you remind of my mom when you are like HIGH... LOL... And I also dunno why I ca't really start a conversation with you :(... Me = simple-minded, You = deep?? Dunno :P...

Thanks... Hope can get to know you better this year... :):)

Matthew
Of course, How Can I forget MATTHEW!! Well, known him for quite a long time also... And being the same school with him has allowed me to know about him... Well, gotta say... When Matt says he acts dumb, He means it... Cause he says really deep things sometimes which really makes you think, ya know?? And actually his actions also teach me lots of things...

So, matthew, have you thought of becoming a teacher?? :)

Ok... Thats all I can think of now... Well, gotta study for Bio... *sigh*

*~Till Next time~*

Yes yes, I know that names are not all up yet... Sorry!! Got so much to do the pass few days with all the CCA managment and stuff like that... I was like working yesterday (For CCA open hse..) From like 9-5pm..!! XD... So tired.. But the results were like AMAZING!! 70 ppl for the CO!!! XD.... But too long to blog about it.. So decided to continue writing thanks to people...

JO
Yes, I know its not one of the first few on the blog... But hey, Sorry man... No inspiration = how to write?? So now that I have, I will write... Duh... XD...

Well, what to say.. He is like a big bro to me... Guiding me, teaching stuff wheather its concerning music or its not..... Taught me alot though most of the time its not really directly... A man of the game... Super Enthu.. And this is a X'mas present from me... A Guy with God in heart...

Go man!!

So since I saw Jo's post on my tagboard, I'll put this up first...Now gotta go for breakfast.... So type more later....

Yup ... Part 2 of yesterday's post... This may become a long post... Or not... Depending if my headache stops me before I finish typing this post.. Or not... So, not in any order AT ALL.... Let the fun and games begin...

Who to start with... Hmmm....

Audrey
Why?? Cause she said I always put her like at the back of my lists...So here's a first.... Well, actually in the past.. Didn't really take the effort to like make friends with you kinda thing.. Cause most of the time, You + Screaming = Ear pain... Haha so ya... But last year due to all the church activities, I got to know you better and found out that.. Screaming for you is natural... Juz joking, Also found out that you really care for all your friends and thanks for just being who you are...

Your scream = unique XD

Angela
And of course, when you talk about Audrey, you'll talk about Angela and Annabel... So Bel, yours is coming next... Angela... I've known her for.. 5 odd years... I remember I used to talk to her in church and tao her in school.. Cause I always thought they were like two different people... All the way till I was like P6... HAHA... Well, Also because of the activities that the youth have... Got to know you all that better... You're always just like organising stuff for us like Captain's Ball and stuff... And also ALWAYS providing the location for Captian's BALL... So, here's THANKS for that.... HAHA... Of course, thanks for just being who you are...

Annabel A.k.a BEL...
XD.... Sorry, couldn't help it.. Well, thats practically how I really started getting to know you... Because of all the jokes you made.. XD.. You + MAtt + Lame jokes.... = Funny (Depends on situations)... Well, you're really sensitive to others and let them feel that, hey if I went too far in doing something, I aplogise kinda thing... Which is really nice... Just like ME... XD Juz joking... And thanks for being the person you are...

Your colours (Esp your finger-nail colours) add COLOUR to LIFE... ESP YELLOW XD....

Jun
Well, dunno if you'll see this... But anyways... When you first came to church.. I like so seriously didn't know you're Eng Soon's sis... But I got to know you in like the YOUTH camp com... Always thought you were a quiet girl in Sec 3... Well, nothing's change there Except.. You're in Sec 4.. Oops... I always found out that, you can be a nice person to chat with... But haven't been talking to you like in a while... So, maybe sometime soon...

And if you're free, wanna jog from the cheese prata shop to church again?? I wanna set the pace this time :):)....

Jeanette
Well, when I first had any contact with you.. Which was like in P5.. Well, you kinda scared me... Which explains why sometimes, I feel intimitated by you.. So its kinda natural... XD... But anyway, In the Year 2006, I realised you're burst of exclaimations are just because its the heat of the moment kinda thing... Though its scary, but most of the time, you don't mean it... Do you?? But anyway, more than just shouting and being angry, I realised you get HIGH when playing ESP during The X'mas Party... XD.... And that you're always serious in God's Work...

And don't worry, Most of the Time... I don't take your words to heart ... Oops :P...

Andre
What can I say??... This guy is the guy I seek for a nice chat... Though we sometimes have small debates about things,... I always learn a little something new from him... Which is kinda cool... And he always lends a helping hand esp if I need a lift to Church... HAHA... And gives me that push of encouragement in whatever I do... Thanks... And most of all... He knows most of the things I would say to him... So, there's not much need for words, right Andre?

Celena
Why am I writing about you after Andre? Cause when you talk about Andre, you get reminded about Jeremy... And you get reminded of Jeremy's Family....(Daniel)..... HAHA XD.... No lah Just joking... I decided to write about you cause I had just gotten inspiration about what to write abt you... Well, only start talking to you recently.. I dun really remembered how all the talking started... But its been fun since... Thanks for being that someone older to talk too... :).. Jie Mei in Chirst... :)...

Its kinda funny how much in common we have... Maybe thats why we're Sisters... (This just sounds wrong)... XD

Ok... Taking a break... Keep looking out for your name in the next few days, ok?

See you all laterz~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

I heard like you all stay over was like WOAH kinda thing... And I really wished I was there... But.... This year what I did was like Totally different from my other years in the situation of count-downs.....

I was still dragging to go for the count-down in Malaysia that my parents had planned.. For One, The oldest there is like 11 yrs old.. And Two... Its going to be quite boring since the guys there would be hogging the X box they brought... (Which indeed was the case, but at least I played abit this morning...)

But I could not deny the fact that I have not been spending enough time with my parents.. So I just went...

The day was as expected.. Boring... But the night was like WOAH...

As You all know... My Mom = HIGH... Put her near loud old school music... Mom = Super HIGH... And as my mom says it... Its HEALTHY to be HIGH... Cause in this way... SHE DOESN"T NEED DURGS!! XD Which in turn after awhile.. Got me HIGH... And we all ended up singing that all famous song.. "PLAY THAT FUNKY MUSIC, WHITE BOY"... And my mom dragged me to the dance floor, telling me that she wanted to teach me dance moves... XD

Well, that night was like clubbing W/O Alchol I think... But there was only one word to describe the night... HIGH!!

Well, The school going to start.. But....

ENJOY THE NEW YEAR!!