Tuesday, September 26, 2006
EXAMS ; 7:03 PM
First to start off this post.. Would like to thank Eunice for what she has done for me.. (Cause forgot last time :P...)
Eunice: You always implant a childish nature in me.. As you act so childishly!!! :P LoLz.... But you really teach me that sometimes I need to stand up for my rights in life and not let others step all over me....Thanks :)
Oh well,... Exams are like super NEAR that its SUPER SCARY... And I just realised... MY LIT AND PHYSICS NEED SERIOUS HELP!!!! (For certain topics...) I think I'm like super screwed... Moreover, ITS THE FIRST THREE PAPERS I'M TAKING... WTH.... This is bad....
Ok ok, clam down... Studied up most of my stuff... Lit books need some polishing up... The Shakespeare paper is 2 weeks away which gives me enough to prepare... The Unseen + Eng teacher (2nd book) is on nxt wednesday... Which means immediate preparing... Physics is on mon.. First paper.. TO FAIL... Oh well, Looks like there's now a strong need to do more physics papers... Cheminstry is the second paper, which I am confident in... The maths are doing well, due to constant practice by tutions and friends' reminders... Tts good... History is generally done but need to go into details which I am afraid of... But I CAN DO IT!!! SS.. Well, can study nearing end-of-week... Not so impt...
Well... Nothing much to study.. But need more practice!!!! So, Pray for me that I may enter and do my best in the examinations!!!! I will too...
Till next time... Where my death note shall be written....
Monday, September 11, 2006
New day.. New format ; 7:02 PM
My LONG POST got deleted YESTERDAY Due to the lousy internet connection... Now gotta type all over again....*sigh*
Hey back again into the dead blog of mine... Haven't been blogging ever since I got back from OBS cause was too busy playing and studying for E.O.Y (More of playing actually :P)... Not going to blog about OBS cause there's just too much to talk about... But to sum it all up... It was an experience to remember....
Now what have I been doing when I was not blogging... Well, studies have come into the daily cirrculum.... Playing too is a must, because I can't concentrate most of the time... But its only an hour a day, (but what more can I ask?? :):)....)...I too have been trying to think of ways to improve my methods of teaching...(Other than buying the children food... Like esther... No Money to do so... :(:(...) Oh and also some thinking...
And this is what I realised about myself...
1) I didn't know that I didn't care about God and church till secondary school and was so much like Theon when I was in P6... No wonder we get along well :)....
2) Though I try not to get irritated or angry in any way... When I actually do, it lasts for the whole day and maybe even to the next day.. Thats when I become a real jerk...
3) I never really thought that friends were really that important in my life till now...
I never thought that I would be so concerned about Wen Xin when she didn't reply my smses... I really felt helpless because she seemed as she was going through a tough time but I couldn't do anything to help lift her burderns...I might have even been like an irritating fly to her at that period of time because of my messages that I sent to her... Would like to say sorry if you're reading this... But I felt so comforted after Kellyn said she was much better on sunday...
I never realised how lost I would be if I was not a part of my youth group... I would not have found you guys to remind me about God and wouldn't have found my purpose in life...
I never really could comprehend the amount of things I learnt from Esther and Kellyn...Working with two different young adults are sure interesting and at the same time, educational... Communicating with the P5 and 6s... Learning teaching methods... And just spending time knowing each other better... Really learnt a fair share of things which are just more than for teaching, but also applicable in my daily life... So THANKS!!
And I never really did thank all of you for being a part of the big family I have in my life!!.. So, lemme take this chance to do so...
Angela, Annabel and Audrey: You're first on the list, so I'd like to thank you all for adding that silly smile on my face and having conferences all the time :):)!!
Kellyn: Hey. ever since you started talking to me, I really feel like I now have this big sister that I can depend on and share my thoughts with and this kind of feeling is really nice to have so thanks for being that Big SiS of MINE !! :P
WenXin : I know nowadays we don't really talk much, but want you to know that you showed me why I care for people and how important the bonds are between friends (read above text about you :) ).. And thanks for that.. I hope you're alright now...
Victoria: You always remind me that hard work pays off when I see you studying, so don't worry!! You'll do just fine for the O levels!! Thanks for just being a friend to me :)!
Jeanette : You know, it always seems to remind me when I look at you that just being yourself is all that matters and that you can enjoy it at the same time... But also you taught me about committment when I saw how you were trying to manage Youth camp with School Work.. SO thanks FOr THAT!!
Debbie: You always surprise me by how you react to to things.. But thats what makes us who we are, right? Your drawings remind of the beauty of expression and reminds me to be expressive towards my thoughts SO THANKS!!
Andre : You are always like a good reminder of myself.. Always remind me of being mindful of my actions and mistakes and how I should change them.. Sharing your thoughts with me, I always learn something new about you each time we talk :)... So thanks!!
Matthew : I think you know me the longest among all the others.. SAME SCHOOL!! But like to thank you for teaching me to take thing by my stride... And not to worry about tomoorrow for tommorrow will take care of itself.. So thanks!!
Joachim: You are like a big brother showing me your views on almost everything.. And you are also frank to me about my mistakes so that I learn from it, just like Andre :)... And I thank you for being somewhat like I bigger brother to me, thanks :)....
XiMin: You are like a quiet observer... Watching the things around you and telling me how to handle stuff after you have seen whats happening around you.... So I thank you for that!!
So I think thats about it... Hope God will bless all of us a heart of discipline to study for the E.O.Y!!!
Till next time~!
