Monday, August 21, 2006
Worship Or Obey.. ; 6:41 PM
If everyone had a purpose, but yet negelted the purpose, what would we be? If what we believe we can do well is blocked, what then shall we do?Today's Problem : Leading OR Obeying...LeadingI was given the oppotunity to help as a back-up singer for my friend's band. Singing songs to praise him is something I always believed I could do and moreover, This Is For God. A step to becoming a worship leader.Yet there is...ObeyingMy Mom feels that I should rest so as to decrease the possibility of being sick during OBS... So she doesn't want me to go for this event as she feels that the rehersals do not allow me to rest totally... And if I do join them in worship, I would have to wake up earlier to meet them for practice on that day... Which she does not want...Oh well... WHAT TO DO?? Nvm, there's till thursday to think about it before the first resheral start.... Correction: Mom just came to me to talk about it, and she said some stuff which made me think that the Latter is more important... And more about me lacking bible knowledge... Ah well, need to know the bible more...-Joyce, if you read the first part of my post, you'll know I'll be going for OBS next week.. So I thought I'd dedicate this post to you. I remember back then, it was always your smile that brighten my days in P5 and 6... And you have always been, to me, just a sweet girl with just an attitude of having fun... Freeze and melt was always fun, though we never catch each other due to the rumors but hey, it WAS SUPER FUN XD!!As time pass, personally I really thought feelings would fade away (I still believe so...) but hey never mind about that... As time passed, you became sec 1 and I saw the depressing side of you..Maybe it was because of JK, or whoever it may be (You like having so many bfs alr... 4 was it? LoLz...), I saw a different side of you... Depressed, sad... And it was Strong too... You were more easily angered, though the fact that I had always been So IRRITATING, like a jerk... Your emotions always can be felt by others around you so when you felt this way... It was just really saddening...Ever since, you've been in and out of this sadness you have.. It must be tough coping with this kind of pain, but what would I know? One who has not experience pain can never understand pain; One who has never experience Love would never understand Love.. Though I know I'd never understand this pain you are going through but...I'd be here if you need me, anytime anywhere... You know the number :)Well, smile more,.... You really have that heart-warming charm that warms and melts hearts when you do so.... God's Gift? Of coruse!!! :) Be happy always for our saviour offered his life for us to Live On In God's Way.... Allow God to give you Joy in the Days To Come...-Nigel the guy who is around the corner Friend always ;)
