Saturday, August 26, 2006
Thoughts ; 7:53 PM
Its two days before OBS... And five days away from home... Though its not the first time leaving for a trip, but it always feels werid... I always go with the thought that what if God wanted me back to him in this trip? Which means die just to make sure you get the idea.... Hmmm, it does make you wonder why you are here on earth and when is it that you are going back to the Lord, doesn't it?What is the purpose of us on this earth? Which ministry of work are we supposed to be for God? What were we meant to do to please Him, you know?... And also stuff like who was meant for me, my other half... Friends, Family... The list goes on and on.... Worship is something deep in my heart that clams me and makes me feel I should do.. For God... And give praises to him.. Something that is ever changing in lyrics, yet - never changing in meaning to us and God... Something I could do for live, you know.. Yet it always make me wonder, how did I change from the irritating and arrongant brat to who i am now...? Was it beacuse of that one person or is it because of the awesome presense of God through her?....But before that, wanna thank all my friends... Life could not have been the same without all of you... And being able to sustain my walk with God is through all of you, so thanks!! Now...The first time I became so involved with God and putting him in my life... Was actually with... Joyce.. Werid huh? It was in the afternoon when I met you to give you your birthday present in sec 1... You talked about committement and God... And being a Christian, I felt that I should know God more you know.. And develop a relationship you know, with Him... And after that, everytime walking you home was a personal reminder to me of my relationship with God... Didn't know you did so much for me, without noticing huh? Well, God has his ways, and I hope for all who is reading this, May God have his ways in you as he has in ME!! Hope that God will be with me these 5 days!!!
