Saturday, August 26, 2006
Thoughts ; 7:53 PM
Its two days before OBS... And five days away from home... Though its not the first time leaving for a trip, but it always feels werid... I always go with the thought that what if God wanted me back to him in this trip? Which means die just to make sure you get the idea.... Hmmm, it does make you wonder why you are here on earth and when is it that you are going back to the Lord, doesn't it?What is the purpose of us on this earth? Which ministry of work are we supposed to be for God? What were we meant to do to please Him, you know?... And also stuff like who was meant for me, my other half... Friends, Family... The list goes on and on.... Worship is something deep in my heart that clams me and makes me feel I should do.. For God... And give praises to him.. Something that is ever changing in lyrics, yet - never changing in meaning to us and God... Something I could do for live, you know.. Yet it always make me wonder, how did I change from the irritating and arrongant brat to who i am now...? Was it beacuse of that one person or is it because of the awesome presense of God through her?....But before that, wanna thank all my friends... Life could not have been the same without all of you... And being able to sustain my walk with God is through all of you, so thanks!! Now...The first time I became so involved with God and putting him in my life... Was actually with... Joyce.. Werid huh? It was in the afternoon when I met you to give you your birthday present in sec 1... You talked about committement and God... And being a Christian, I felt that I should know God more you know.. And develop a relationship you know, with Him... And after that, everytime walking you home was a personal reminder to me of my relationship with God... Didn't know you did so much for me, without noticing huh? Well, God has his ways, and I hope for all who is reading this, May God have his ways in you as he has in ME!! Hope that God will be with me these 5 days!!!
Friday, August 25, 2006
God Made A WAY!! ; 6:33 PM
Hey guys... Today, was part of the worship and its all thanks to...? GOD!! Because CO Practice was cancelled, I decided to go for Worship practice... And so today was in it... Though we all had a few screw-ups.. but hey, 1 and 1/2 hr practice and achieve this standard?... WoW... Thank God for all this experiences and guidance... Oh Oh.. Must also thank Matthew for taking on Bass... Though he didn't know the songs... But still it was a Good JoB!!!I am really beginning to think that I should be part of worship as a whole... But if so, need to take some vocal lessons..... Always hit the wrong key XD...Well, will post another post on OBS for all of you... Hope you all will come and see it!!
Monday, August 21, 2006
Worship Or Obey.. ; 6:41 PM
If everyone had a purpose, but yet negelted the purpose, what would we be? If what we believe we can do well is blocked, what then shall we do?Today's Problem : Leading OR Obeying...LeadingI was given the oppotunity to help as a back-up singer for my friend's band. Singing songs to praise him is something I always believed I could do and moreover, This Is For God. A step to becoming a worship leader.Yet there is...ObeyingMy Mom feels that I should rest so as to decrease the possibility of being sick during OBS... So she doesn't want me to go for this event as she feels that the rehersals do not allow me to rest totally... And if I do join them in worship, I would have to wake up earlier to meet them for practice on that day... Which she does not want...Oh well... WHAT TO DO?? Nvm, there's till thursday to think about it before the first resheral start.... Correction: Mom just came to me to talk about it, and she said some stuff which made me think that the Latter is more important... And more about me lacking bible knowledge... Ah well, need to know the bible more...-Joyce, if you read the first part of my post, you'll know I'll be going for OBS next week.. So I thought I'd dedicate this post to you. I remember back then, it was always your smile that brighten my days in P5 and 6... And you have always been, to me, just a sweet girl with just an attitude of having fun... Freeze and melt was always fun, though we never catch each other due to the rumors but hey, it WAS SUPER FUN XD!!As time pass, personally I really thought feelings would fade away (I still believe so...) but hey never mind about that... As time passed, you became sec 1 and I saw the depressing side of you..Maybe it was because of JK, or whoever it may be (You like having so many bfs alr... 4 was it? LoLz...), I saw a different side of you... Depressed, sad... And it was Strong too... You were more easily angered, though the fact that I had always been So IRRITATING, like a jerk... Your emotions always can be felt by others around you so when you felt this way... It was just really saddening...Ever since, you've been in and out of this sadness you have.. It must be tough coping with this kind of pain, but what would I know? One who has not experience pain can never understand pain; One who has never experience Love would never understand Love.. Though I know I'd never understand this pain you are going through but...I'd be here if you need me, anytime anywhere... You know the number :)Well, smile more,.... You really have that heart-warming charm that warms and melts hearts when you do so.... God's Gift? Of coruse!!! :) Be happy always for our saviour offered his life for us to Live On In God's Way.... Allow God to give you Joy in the Days To Come...-Nigel the guy who is around the corner Friend always ;)
Monday, August 07, 2006
People are knowing this blog... ; 6:58 PM
Hey there.... Been a while since I blogged.... Almost becoming a kellyn which doesn't blog because of work... Yup, saying this means... I HAVE WORK!! But not as much as kellyn lah.... She is like a uni student... So, what have I've up too?.... Well,...There's CO... And lots of practice for me... For both my lessons, and the real thing.... Practicing Grade songs... So well, practice needed... And looking the constant "not-meeting -up-to-expectation" look from the instructors, well, goes to show that 1 hr of practice most of the week isn't enough... Oh WELL...... Looks the nick "CO-fag" won't leave me in a while.... Oh, there's studies too... After a failure in E-maths... Been studying a bit more... Thought I knew the things required for that E-math test but was proved wrong... So, now constantly ask myself about the day's work... But since I just started, Mom's been complaining that I don't study enough.... Oh well, nagging = for my good?? Oh, there's is a improvement in scores... A-maths have been constantly improving... Feel good now :):)...Of course there's church too!!! Matthew's surprise birthday cake is nice... Though Andre couldn't make it, but hey, You know we wish you A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! So, don't feel left out, ok? Anyway, These are the people that I am going to spend eternity with... So, hope you all will get used to me, ok? LoL.. Thinking of going to Worship Ministry cause my grp matt keep asking me... And Andre is already a back-up... Maybe?? See how... Very happy working in Youth and Children ministry already.. So maybe next year??? Oh, then there was a first time, Going FOP!!! Though I miss last year, GREAT COMBO but this year is GREAT TOO!!! Songs and all was great.. Found out more about the CCC band, which is nice too... That means new songs to sing :):)... Brought two cds, Don Moen and CCC... Quite nice... So there are singing sessions with timotheus during classes which are SUPER BORING or when we are just Free... :):).... Friends too... Been talking to all my old friends and I've been searching to talk Vanessa.... So if anynoe knows the contacts or her email @... Pop me an e-mail?Vanessa Tan Yu Qian, A really nice friend that I wanna get back too....Oh, one Last thing, All those who are here, can you all uphold my friend Amber in prayer... She is having difficultly coming to church to learn more about God or to worship him.. So we should pray that there would be a way for our fellow sister to come over to church to know God better, right?? Thanks...Anybody, wanna go for the PPH Youth Service?
