Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Remebering the past... ; 4:26 PM
As the youth camp has drawn to a close.... I've been taking this time off to think about my past with you all.... But before I get to that... UPDATE1) I'll be away to Penang for a few days..... So that means....2) I'll be missing captian's ball *Sigh*3) I'll be missing Sharing on Sunday *Double Sigh*Oh well.... Even though I was given a choice if I wanted to go for this vacation... Well.... I thought that I must too spend time with my family members too, right?.... So, time to do a long post before I go overseas....I've been getting appreciation from you all that I sometimes wonder how I used to yearn for others to recongise my existance and my presense in the church... I wasn't really a attentive boy in class last time and had to constantly move around due to my hyper-activeness. I know the many teachers who taught weren't really happy about my behaviour... But I wasn't the only one.... I had people like Andre and Matthew who would go through the same thing with me during class... Making noise..... Non-stop talking.... Really brings back memories man.... Then soon after Andre left, (Me being P6 and he being Sec.1 at that time) Our class was taken by Victoria and Jeanette for games... (Remember??) That was the last year any sec 1 could take part in the children ministry I think that was why I saw the both of them teaching our class... I think it was at this point that I started to realise my need for friends and a few more lessons that now form my morals I have... I think it started from that year... It was a certain sunday when we had captian's ball and our class was lead by Victora and Jeanette to play at the all so familiar play-ground... As we were playing I had missed my shot at the captain and hit Audery's head... As she was being hit... She slowly started crying and sit at the side... Though how many times I aplogised.. She just couldn't forgive me... (The next part is super funny...) ... I know that period of time was very hard for Victora and Jeanette to handle.. As I too stopped playing and instead walked over to another part of the play-ground to sit there and... cry.... LOL.. That time Victoria kept telling me to continue playing and that it was ok... But I could not get over that incident and how wrong I was at hitting her... Though it was not on purpose....But because of what Victoria did.. She showed me care and concern did cause a change in the younger ones and next time when I was her age, I'm going to do the same....P6 came and went with other significant events which I would not write... If not it would be really TOO LONG.... Anyway, Sec. 1 was the frist time I saw Wen Xin and Joachim... At first I did not really talk to them... But as time passed, (for that year) I got to know Wen Xin better for somehow, she came to talk to me.. I think...Oh and since her brithday is coming up.. Here's a little something... THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO HAVE SUCH A FRIEND!!!Anyway, in sec.2 I got to know Jo and Andre to a greater depth... One explaining values and discussing why and how people change (The east coast stay over...) and the other being lost and shared all his feelings to me... Mathew.. Well, we always talked and shared stuff.. But he is always the cool dude.... Always saying..."Nvm one lah... Can do it one lah..." Dude, how can you keep so cool man...... Anyway, Its how I see these lives plus many others in church that have made me what I am today... The amount of people are just too many to name and to speak in detail... Even the scroll the size of the heavens could never fill what I wanted to express my thanks to the many out there.....Ok, maybe half the sky....But it is all thanks to all MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!!! It is because of you that I never feel alone... Cause I know that I have another family out there which is so much bigger and that cares about me!! That is why you see me today as one who loves to talk and give items on your birthdays... Because that only could never.... NEVER be able to express my thanks for ALL that you have done for me....So, once again thank you!!Dang, I hate missing Captian's ball.....
