Hi hi!! So long never like blog already, so today decided to take some time off my mugging schedule to update my ever-so-dead blog.....

It was my birthday on monday!!! I would like to thank those who rmb and sms me to wish me a great birthday and year ahead!! Thanks so Much!! You don't know how much that sms-es meant to me!! Anyway, it was quite a tiring day as I had briefing at CCAB for my Co camp..... And it kinda affects the Youth camp days.... But don't worry!! I'll pon those days that do and come for the Youth Camp!!

My tests aren't doing very well, except my chinese.... So have to put in more effort...... Mugging!!................ But I'm allowed some breaks here and there, so its not really that bad........

I'm so looking forward to sunday's dinner out with Matt, Jo, Andre, Ximin, Terence and Uncle Kain Ping man!! Its going to be so fun........

Well, looks like there's nothing much to talk about today so I'll just stop here today.... Maybe would have more things to blog about soonz......

14 more days to start of exams!!!

I know I haven't been blogging that often last time, but that doesn't mean that I DON"T BLOG!!! Seeing that my blog is so dead... Nvm........ Anyway, just had Nafa today......... So sianz, but all pass lahz........

Oh, today's post should be about easter, so will talk about it..... Easter was like super fun!! People were laughing-out-loud literalyy when the church items were given!! So funny!! But I knew you all had SUPER FUN LAHZ...... I wanna be part of it too larhz...... But anyway, it was reall cool, and funny especially Joachim.... lolz.... Rasie left hand, Rasie left hand.... And what happen?

Dinner was great too, spending time with my greatest cousin, Esther!!! Still think of others first.... Cannot be like her, so kind.... Still feel a bit is missing when she never come to church for so long..... Oh wellz..... Anyway, also had photo-taking sessions!! Typical Annabel..... But it was fun....

And it also made me think.... Why have I placed a personal barrier towards WenXin (when was taking photos with her).... I mean now I don't even dare to start a conversation with her.... Unlike Angela and Annabelz..... One of these days must really talk to her.....

Sometimes, Great friends may
just turn into the stranger
who knows you the best.....

My Great Friends!!! :) :) :P ;) XD

Been mugging a bit more these past few days..... And also have apprioate rest times to relive stress...... I also found that my mom is sometimes quite contridicting...... When I'm not studying, she scolds me by saying I don't study.... Then when I study for more than 2 hours or study in the morning, she says I need a break, and tells my dad I have no life.... *eyes rolls* But it goes to show how my mom cares about me!! *similes*...

I've been thinking about my primary school and how fun it was... Well, when I came back from day-dreaming, I realised that I have so much studying to do... -.-.......... Oh well........ Maybe I just miss my friends.... And the free-time I had.... *sigh*......

I wanna have a nice long rest, without anything to worry about.... Maybe a time with my old friends after all this work and exams are over....

KBOX anyone? lol XD

I'm really mentally tired.... I mean every day nowadays is just study, practice music instrument, study, do church work and of course..... STUDY!! I'm just so tired of this life-style.... And My Mid Years are near...... But I think others are nearer.... But anyways.... Nowadays I'm like a Zombie you know..... I just study for the sake of studying..... Practice for the sake of practicing... And the wrost thing is doing church work for THE SAKE OF DOING IT!!! I mean thats like really bad, right...... *sigh*

But today's chapel's service really woke me up..... A sermon of burning passion... One not of luke-warm faith..... If one had the fire of passion in him, his flame would influence others.... Just like a flame in a Amazon jungle..... Burning down one tree after another..... And I lacked that in doing my work for God.... And everything lacked meaning recently that I even forgot was I was doing them for in the first place.....

I am tired.

Burned-out within me.....

So when the pastor asked the mass for come forward to allow him to pray for a renewal of the flame within me... I went....

Though in the end, when I was in front, he said he would pray for us non believers...... But I know that as long as God knows what I need, and I ask for it, he would provide..... Oh and there was a four weeks course for me to attend... Though I did not expect all these... But I know that God must have a reason for all this..... Its in his plan....

Life all seems so busy, with no meaning now... If not for today's sermon, I would not have found myself and would continue on as I was - A Living Zombie.... Though there are many things to work for and study for till the June holidays.... I know that the Lord would be with me as long as I prayed....

Well, at least I know that when I'm busy, I can just look out at the window and just remember the fun and carefree life I had in primary school and laugh, savouring the memories before hitting the books again....

Happiness is living better,
And living better
Is simply just living simpler...

I know its the period of time when all of the sec.3 are mugging and some of finding it hard to mug cause we don't have the mood for it..... I mean I am Super Proud of myself for waking at 6 in the morning to study all the way till 11 am!!! And then going for tution for another 2hrs..... :P.... Hope can be like this all the time..... But here's a little something to encourage those who cannot find any reason to study.......

Persistance by Vivienne Yeo

Persistance spells can-do
Even in the face of pooh-pooh.

It smiles even when you fret,
And weathers tempests however great:

Rejection inspires such nobility,
To see instead a prized oppotunity.

It works with Hope towards a dream,
In a vision-filled leap that couldn't possibly dim.

Feed me with gusto,
Forget the pronto.

What matters is paitence,
What counts is resilience.

O, Persistence!! Nourish my conscience,
And fill me with your presence-

Bless me wit your words,
Then give me your worth;

Hold me,
Lead me;

Set me free of my cares,
In this,your sea of success.

Persistance is really what we really need now........

Woah..,. It has been a while since I blogged..... Quite a while already.... And what was I busy with? All because of the chinese Orchestra and church..... Not forgetting the many tests that the teachers give.... Oh well.,..... Looks like its its more mugging for me.....

Anyway, updates!!! I was elected as the concert master for chinese orchestra... *eyes rolls*.... And am master of secreteries....... Anyways...... Now I am in two committiees, Chinese Orchestra and The Youth committiee..... Looks like more work at hands now.....

Oh and also I made it past my music camp auditions!!! This camp is called the MOE CO Music Camp.... National standard.... where all 52 sec. schools in Singapore are invited to select people for this camp...... From chinese Orchestra of course..... Anyway, there was an audition for this and guess what..... I made it in!!!..... This proves that I'm to a certain standard!!.,..

But now, here comes the problem.... The training days are from 30th may to 2nd of June!!! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!!! (Youth Camp)..... Which should I go!!!!......

Oh well.....Hope and pray that they change the training days then.....