Thursday, February 23, 2006
E-learning week.... Is it really E-lazing? ; 8:44 PM
Ya, its E-learning week!!.... Thats what I thought when it first started...... When the work came into my com....... I started regretted saying that I liked E-learning week....... Well, homework and lessons given on the net are both alot and chim, especially with no teacher around to ask whether is this right or wrong..... For example, it took me this whole afternoon to figure out a history close passage with 40 question based on a 4 page essay lesson...... DOTS....... But, there was something to look forward to....
CCA!! We are coming with some small chamber orchestra with 10 people (not including reserves....) We are going to do solo songs for various instruments... Including mine :)!! So, practing here.... Oh also I was given my music camp scores.... So, practing like hell for audition...... Hope I can get in... But if I don't actually also ok..... But at least try first..... Its on the 13th march..... Pary for me, ok?
Not too long ago, I was offered the position as concert master for the chinese orchestra as my senior asked me if I wanted to be..... I thought about for a moment and replied him with my exact thoughts....,
"Two years ago, I would have really wanted this position.... But now, No......"
I wanted this position two years ago so badly that I cried for it.... Now thinking back, what for....... If your concert master, it means your good..... But is that really true?.... Looking at our concert master now..... I say not...... Its the leadership qualities and the ability to get the members of the CCA to listen to what your saying..... So as long as I know and others know that I try my best in every performance and that I have the skills.... What is this position to me?..... Anyway, I'm not for it.... The concert master is the one that is really for it.... Thats why I am rejected the offer.....
Now I'm only for God and my music......................
