Ya, its E-learning week!!.... Thats what I thought when it first started...... When the work came into my com....... I started regretted saying that I liked E-learning week....... Well, homework and lessons given on the net are both alot and chim, especially with no teacher around to ask whether is this right or wrong..... For example, it took me this whole afternoon to figure out a history close passage with 40 question based on a 4 page essay lesson...... DOTS....... But, there was something to look forward to....

CCA!! We are coming with some small chamber orchestra with 10 people (not including reserves....) We are going to do solo songs for various instruments... Including mine :)!! So, practing here.... Oh also I was given my music camp scores.... So, practing like hell for audition...... Hope I can get in... But if I don't actually also ok..... But at least try first..... Its on the 13th march..... Pary for me, ok?

Not too long ago, I was offered the position as concert master for the chinese orchestra as my senior asked me if I wanted to be..... I thought about for a moment and replied him with my exact thoughts....,

"Two years ago, I would have really wanted this position.... But now, No......"

I wanted this position two years ago so badly that I cried for it.... Now thinking back, what for....... If your concert master, it means your good..... But is that really true?.... Looking at our concert master now..... I say not...... Its the leadership qualities and the ability to get the members of the CCA to listen to what your saying..... So as long as I know and others know that I try my best in every performance and that I have the skills.... What is this position to me?..... Anyway, I'm not for it.... The concert master is the one that is really for it.... Thats why I am rejected the offer.....

Now I'm only for God and my music......................

Sorry for not blogging so long.... This is due to the fact that I was caught up with my CCA rehersals for My school's founder's day... Plus all the work and tests coming..... Plus the limited time my mom gives me on the com, and due to the fact that I go over-time unknowongly most of the time... So I have not really been updating the blog...

Anyway, the week was ok with all the new stuff.... Guitar was cool as we were being tested on westrn notation over and over again....Erhu is fun too, with my friends wanting to have a small chamber peice with me as a center (Not for performing but for fun...).... Also, today used my money to buy Music cds!! And they sounds so goooooooood!! Esp. JJ lin..... He really produces good stuff!!

I think I'll stop here before I go over my time limit again..... I really need to buck up in my organisation and self-control on this area....

Music RAWKS!

Today was a nice day at church..... Especially after I've taken all my tests (Well, almost.....)... Today we were like de-stressing at the kopi-tiam opposite church.... Catching up and having a drink, but also keeping God in the picture by sharing our prayer points with each other... Obiviously everyone is piled with homework and being super busy.... But we had a fun time at the kopi-tiam talking and sharing....

I've been thinking about my life-style... And realized that I've been focusing too much on music... And its time to get back to the books.... *Looks at test results...*.... That really proves why I have to go back to my studies.... But also at the same time.... Not forgetting God is in the whole picture and there are more important things in Life.... Family, is such a great thing to me.... My parents are the type that don't really look at my marks and punish me because of my results... But because I lacked as organization and responsibility to handle my studies.... And its most likely because of them that my morals are all in place in my Life....

Friends too, have been great to me in life... They are so much to thank for... I juz dunno where to start... *sobs*.... You all just have a great group of friends to me..... Teaching me stuff through example, giving advice to me..... Thanks.....

Well, stop here today....

Take this Valentine's day to thank someone for the times they have gave onto you.....

As I now thank you for the times.... You all have given onto me.....

Today missed school like the whole Day.... I mean I would like these things to happen but it so happens that today has 3 tests.... T-T.... And now have to stay back for them.... Especially when the rest of the days also have other tests.... Must now study lots to do well for Term 2.... Super busy with performances....

Anyway, as I was saying about the performance, its was quite ok.... If the CHIJ dance girls came and make us look so pathetic..... Actually, they started off with those simple steps that all the other CO boys were following... Then when the girls with the cheer-leading dresses came in... Its was like "WOAH!!" ... They started doing like towers and throwing the people up and catching them... Not to mention the many somersaults... And finally the HUMAN TRIANGLE WITH AROUND 20 PEOPLE!!.... Crap...

But it was worth the trip, cause there was... FREE BUFFET!! Nice Food man!! Well... gtg back to the books man....

Man, I need to study....

Man, my tests are only doing ok... English just pass..... Literature is B4.... Physics is B3... Chinese is still can A2.... Maths is cool... With A1.... Need to study... LOTS.... So going to study today with Susan in the library...

Woke up today at like 6am plus plus.... Then went to wash up before I went to run with My old friend.... Training for Nafa... Can't believe still can run 2.4km... Oh and yesterday night was like my first guitar lesson!! So fun.... There was like a pair of Spanish brother and Sister... A pair of friends from Clementi Town.... A pair of Working Adults.... A pair of teenagers around like P6.... A pair of Malay brother and sister and Me.... And the course looks difficult cause we also got to learn Western notation..... I was like DOTS!!!.... But still it was fun...

Well, got to go and Zzzz.... Before meeting Susan and going to my English tuition..... Till next time....