Thanks Annabel for the great grp photo!! THE AH FAMILY PLUS ME!! 

Was just looking back at the posts I made in the past... I sounded so profound... So deep.... Which is not really me now... Talking about Love, dreams, Rain.... Wow... Didn't know I wrote that... Then from alive blog to dead blog then back to alive.... Until now, DEAD BLOG!!.... Nvm....

Anyway, I was looking at the 26th June Post when I had a dream about everybody....It turns out that most of it turned true.... Joachim's one was most realistic.... A free-lance musician, trying to be Yamaha guitar teacher and guitarist for open Sunday!! Good Job man!! Then Matt. One turned cooler then I dreamt back then,... From Drummer to Bassist... Cool man.... Plus all the Solos!! WOW... Now knowing like 4 instruments!! Musician of the group!!

The part about Andre and Eunice working together (though Andre wanted to "kill me" when I wrote that they worked together... :P) Is kinda true... Except that Andre was the vocalist and Eunice was the one playing piano... They sounded quite good, right? Looks like there's a great possibility of them working as what I stated there in the dream, Eunice being the vocals and Andre as the pianist... In Youth Camp!! Looking forward for that...

Well, for Wen Xin... I must say, she does have a good voice... Though she is not taking up parts of the dreams... But the difference Now and Then is that... I would prefer the past... Cause we would still talk... But now.... Nvm... She is great friend, and.... ya, you get my drift...

Well, for the sports team, its more of CPT'S BALL rather than soft ball.... And now we have June in the picture!! So fun.... And its like June is super pro at the sport... Accurate like anything..... When are we going to play Cpt's Ball again?... :(...

Debbie is the artist of the whole thing.... She like rocks at art!! Must get her to make posters for Youth Camp!!

Oh and finally me.... Well, Love being the Vocalist, man it RAWKS!!! Anyway, its Bassist-turned-Guitarist because I'm starting my guitar lessons like this Friday!!

Well, as a whole, The dream was quite true, we are now a band for open Sunday... Yes, including WenXin because at one point of time because she actually rushed from Project work meeting to the resheral... But I keep asking to sing when she was already singing... Just like to say here... Sorry, for that......

Well, Who knows.... This might really happen in due time...Will it? I'll just leave this post up for a while as the up-coming week will be busy... So I'll stop here!!

Yesterday was Nation-wide Chinese New Year Celebrations!! For our school, The Upper Sec. had chapel and the lower sec had a new-year concert, whereas due to my CCA (because I had to perform) I was in the Lower Sec. concert!! It was so fun!!

Then we went to watch I not Stupid too.... Which in the end, made me cry like 3 times.... So Touching.... Couldn't stop myself.... DOTS.... Anyway, after that met matthew to go and meet up with the rest for JO'S BIRTHDAY!!!

So, We went there, changed into other clothes... Whereas, the rest came in like uniform... And they made Matt. change into School Uniform....I was like the only one that wore my own clothes.... Oh Well..... Anyway, It was like so stoney for the first part of the conversation... But then, Matt. and his School Uniform came and break the ice and it wasn't so stoney anymore.... Then Annabel and Audery left the table and came back after like 15 mins later with a Mocha falvoured Cake!! Surprise Jo!! He was like "so Touched" =P Jk JK.... Anyway, WenXin Popped by and drop off a gift from Jo!! "So Touching" =P....

When we had finished our share of the cake, we left for photo-taking sessions!! (Photos are below) Well it was a fun day....

A close up 

Roland's new friends!! Lolz 

Cental fountain is not sparying up water, unlike the previvous two.... 

The Killing of the rabbit.... 

The conference gang!! 

The people there to celebrate Jo's birthday (plus Angela for she went to toliet... Oh and Wen Xin only came for short while...) 

Birthday cake provided by Annabel and Aurdey... A touching moment for Jo!! Right?! 

Eating the cake and enjoying a present given by his dear friend, Wen Xin!! 

Matthew looking stoney when we first arrive to Mac in Central for Jo's Birthday!! 

The Cutting of the cake!! 

Today the school had an unexpected surprise... They let us watch a movie!!

It was called "After school", a chinese movie...The story was revolving around a brother and a sister, one being on the good side of law and the other on the dark side of the law...(The boy being only 15 and the sis being around mid 20s)... The two of them lived with their grandma since young. The brother wasn't a very good boy and didn't like to stay home very musch whereas the sister became a Mdm in the Police academy of Singapore... That was a bit of bakground of the story... Now, the movie started with the boy ending off school... He and his friend (who is portrayed as nerdy) were waiting for two girls, in which was one whom the boy liked... So they introduced them to shop-lifting... The boy almost got caught by his sister, but was saved by his friend... Then the girl ignored him after that...

Then there was this part where the nerdy friend gets bullied by a big bully in the school... So, the main guy gets his cousin's friends (who are gangsters) to whack him up without the cousin's knowlegde... So, when the cousin knew about this, he rushed and stop the gangsters from whacking the bully and ask the nerdy guy to go with him one-on-one if he really wanted to get back at him... And he did... And he whacked him like anything... After that, the nerdy guy was on good terms with the gangsters....

On the other hand, the girl whom the boy likes gets to know the main villains of the movie called "M and his gang"... The boy sees her being with them and warns her that she might get into deep trouble being with them, but she ignores him saying that she likes bad boys, unlike him which is a good boy...

Then, the next day, the nerdy guy asks the main guy out and it turns out that the nerdy guy changed his whole look and became the leader of those gangsters!!... Then, the both of them, together with the friend's whole gang met the girl and the M gang... And in order to impress the girl, M and the guy have to shoplifting a bag for her birthday... And because of that the main guy gets caught for shoplifting...

On the day of the girl's birthday, the M gang doped her drink and in the end, all four of them raped her, one by one... After that, the girl committed suidice...

Also not long before the girl committed suicide, the cousin of the boy was being chased by the M gang because he was a bookie and their boss still owe him money... And when the M gang caught up to him, they used a hammer and broke his two legs... (OucH!...)...

Then the movie was stopped there as there was not enough time.. And the fact that the students were laughing at the rape and suidice scenes...

I mean how could you laugh at such scenes?!... Nvm.. It was all just a sad movie...

Monday morning is all so sainz... I was sleepy through out like the whole day?!... Chapel today.... The sermon was good... But the worship... When evcryone haven't even settle, the worship start singing... Then when all of them still talking, she was like, "If YOU ALL ARE CHRISTIANS PLEASE SING ALONG!!" ..... I was like, "How could you say such a thing..." Nvm... E maths like usual rocked!!... Chinese was like only 5 mins.... Then I took my Chinese book out of locker... And because it was like rush, rush, rush... I lost my Chinese text book.... CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!SIANZ.....

Going to Brilliant Minds to do English tution.... Hope to become a more "Brilliantfff...." English speaker soon...

Brillancefffff....

She walks in beauty by Lord Byron

She walks in Beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to the tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear, their dwelling-place.

And on that cheeck, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so clam, so eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!

When my love comes around, and gives me a chance to love her... I love her in this way... And give my all to her.... And treat her in the way that the poem states....

When will it be? Lolz XD

Oh man.... Its the end of the weekend already... But these two days have been quite fun... Saturday did work and study, whereas on Sunday was mostly church stuff...

Going to get a english tution soon... And maybe a Chinese one soon... The rest have to hack on my own... A maths... SIGH... So have to manage the church camp stuff... Oh and since I'm writing about this, those who read this post, please come... Its on the 1-3 of June...

Well, will blog more laterz... Cause I'm kinda feeling lazy now....

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

Nothing to do... But will blog more about today laterz....

Ya!! Its finally the WEEKEND!!!After a hectic week of staying back, coping with studies (especially A maths...) I finally found a day to do my stuff, which is technically, TODAY!! Cause after this week, I will start to go for English tuition soon, most likely tomorrow if they have space for me... If not it would be after Chinese new year, or if still cannot then will see other choices cause there is many other choices...

Today is quite fun... E-maths totally RAWKED, with the completing the square method.. So fun... Then there was also History, very interesting topic on the Treaty of the Versailles (Dunno if I spelt it right..)...... There was also A math... I was like "Huh?!", most of the time... And there was also Chinese... Oh did I mention I was Chinese Rep... SO fun!! I notice my Chinese improve a wee bit by talking with Chinese teach.!!

Well, time to go and study and stuff... So I'll stop here...

I live to know you more,
I live to know you more,
I live to know you more,
For me to live is Christ,
To know is my life....

Today was the day that was changed in Chinese music history...(Oh ok only in ACS BR history....)

For the first time (and hopefully the last...), The ACS BR Chinese Orchestra played the song named,... "Smoke on water"....

It was the main melody played by the zhong ruan(which is something like the chinese guitar) and by the Erhu... The main part of the song was the continuous drum solo by our one great drummer, Roy Chong!!

But for the main melody people, it was a over-kill... Played like Those few notes... X15... So I hope that we won't play it again...

The perfect lamb that was slain,
and there the Glory of your name,
no other one, no other way for me to see it,
the took my shame, you are the way,
and there the Glory of your Name,
and yes there's the Glory of your Name......

Today was like super tiring... Was sleepy for like the whole day because of the medince I ate... Then there were like many subjects which thought new things.. And when new things are taught, homework is brought into the picture...

Then like after school, there was like CO, was it was practice, practice, practice... Got a new and a better conductor (Thank God...)... Then I had to rush home for music lesson...

For the first time, I felt that practicing music the whole day is that tiring...

Oh no!! Haven't plan for Youth and Children ministry... Better do it tomorrow...

Today is public holiday!! Today started as a nice cool day, and I decided to do my Lit. project...(It kinda spoiled my one day off)...But now that I'm done with it, I can finally do my own things!! Like changing the song to "Who I am", which is super nice...

Oh and I was talking to my old choir friend of mine, who was telling me about how she feels about me sometimes going too much about theories in a conversation, which made me think and realise that I sometimes talk too much about Theories about life,etc etc.

Maybe instead of talking about theories, I could have spent and given more time the other person to have said or talked about something he/she could have wanted to say... And know the person better...

And I so agree with her, and here I would like to thank her, for being direct and just telling me that you didn't like that part of me...

Thanks for making me... someone better... and you don't need to feel bad about it...

Well, gotta plan for children ministry now so seeya!!

Today was quite crappy... Had my first Bee Sting... Teacher freaked out, when it was actually nothing.... Chapel was nice... Now have alot of homework to do....

But anyway, looking forward to doing children ministry next week and not having to lead worship!! Phew.... Less stress... I feel its a joy teaching, and trying to make the lesson a bit more interesting to the Going-to-be youths... At least I hope they have more fun in sunday lessons rather than in the past when sunday lessons were quite boring....

So bored.... Want to talk... Want to Conference....

Today was much more fun at school... Knew much more fun teachers!!... Our Lit. class was like only 11 people... Fun man... But if never bring anything, then cannot hide.... Shucks... History was fun, nice teacher, nice text he was teaching... Oh and in Chem class, we were talking of some stuff that were super cool, like the Latent heat of fusion and stuff like that...

TOday was a FUN DAY!!

Today was like the most boring day of school....

Our form teacher was like quite fun-loving, laughs lots... Though it was not funny when we played the paper ball game, and everybody threw the balls at me... Ouch... Then we went for like SS (Social Studies)... The teacher was like SUPER BORING... And at some point of time, she was laughing at her own jokes.. DOTS... For once I found some one more boring than me... Wow...Anyway, everyone was like relieved when the bell rang... Phew... Then was Cheminstry... Had a nice long lecture about Cheminstry being the mother of all sciences... Though it was a bit long, it wasn't as boring as the SS teacher, but actually quite interesting... Then we went to Physics, where we couldn't tell if was serious or not, cause when he was, he looked like he was joking, and when he was joking, he had this serious face then he will say at the end, "I was juz joking"... Joker man!!...

Then The CCA teacher, first day make as stay back!! It was so crappy, it was only a meeting, then make us wait until 3 when we were dismissed at 1.40... But because, I found a Bass guitar and guitar guide which was very useful... So, it was ok...

Then the meeting informed us at we had like 5 performances for Jan and Feb... Starting this Friday... I was like "What?!"... Better go and practice now... If not I will suck like anything....

2005 has been a great year for me.... Alot of new friends, and got back to my old friends... Many Cpt's ball meetings and conferences... Going to both Children and Youth ministry... Its been great!!

We stayed at Vic's place for New year, like didn't sleep the whole night!! If you want to know the details of that long.... Night, then go to Ben's blog, cause it covers all the details of that night...

Then it was Thanks-giving service... And what I thought one of the best worship services of the year 2005... All the power songs where the guys just sing out all the thanks kept in us... It had all the good songs, but not my fav. one... Still...

I also, like Ben wanted to say about the year, and God has blessed me, but I thought it was more about the people he sent me, so I didn't go (Duh...). So maybe I thought I'll just write it here...

2005 has been a year of experiences, like what I said earlier, that year I joined the children ministry and the youth open com. So it was quite tough to cope with CCA, Studies and church... But there were friends around me to be there for me.. The people whom God bless to come to my aid when my world was filled with darkness... When I needed that hand from the light to pull back there and out of the darkness... I thank you all for this aid, and being that listening ear, some giving me advice. Thanks...

Ya, that was about it... And now its time to start the year with all the planning of church activities, so I'd better get started!!!