You know today was like the biggest youth Cpt's ball gathering, Ever!! I mean Esther, Valerie and Selena came, including all the rest!! My... It was fun today, you know... And of course, we all had our fair share of mistakes done, whether in the game or out of the game... Or at least for me though....

But today I won't want to just talk about me, me, me... But rather the people, the world around me...

Today is the anniversary of the Tsuanmi event where many were, I believed, judged that day by their sins. I was watching the documentary on why the mosques survived, with its structure, though damaged, was still left standing... It was said that the people saw the sea, when it approached the temple, parted and so left it un-damaged... Is it really true that their gods are angry? Or really something esle?

I was actually thinking that maybe it was God that wanted to show the people that their gods only had the power to save themselves and not those who actually believed in them....

But who really knows, right?

It is also this that made me realized, though I already know the fact so it was actually emphazied, I might just be gone, or anyone of my friends, you know?

So, today I just wanted to thank each and one of you individually....

Lets start with...

Andre: You've been like a teacher to me, most of the times. Sharing your points of view, whether life, music or just plain comments, I've taken them quite seriously... Accept for the times you were sarcaristic.... But still you've been a good friend...

Matthew: You're always listening and hanging out with me. Talking about music or just talking, you always portray a certain kind of peace... That tells me, "Aiyah, what is tomorrow is tomorrow lah!!"... So, thanks for always being that person that you've always been...

Joachim: Never really did understand who you really are, but there's one thing that never changes, that you'll have always been a great friend. The talks we have always left me thinking, about who I am and about life... But I totally share the views of music... I feel that's the way it really should be...

Xi min: You're always that quiet observer that always looks out for me if I make any mistakes... Never taking sides in conversations, but giving a fair conclusion, you never fail to impress me... But one thing... Don't be afraid to speak up cause you have many great ideas but you are just that little scared... But hey no worries... You will always be a great friend to me...

Angela: You have always been the "whateva" girl since young, but when I actually got to know you, I realized that actually you're a good friend to others... So, thanks for all that you've done you know? You're also a caring girl to all your other friends and hope that you'll never change...

Annabel: Yo, lingo girl! Only really talked to you this year... You have been a fun-to-be-with person... Always had fun with all your lingo... dotting dots... LOL... but we all know that you're a nice girl... ANd I thank you for being that way...

Wen Xin: ALways thought that you are someone good to talk too... But never really had a chance too... But thanks for the times that you did... Thanks for rushing over that day for practice though you had project work, I know I was crappy and was not very nice too you but wanted you to know that... You're a nice girl and musician... Wanna join us for practice soon?

Eunice: Was quite shocked at X'mas when you wore a different attire... But still I thought it was quite ok... Like to thank you for talking to me sometimes and also for the events made for us- the youth... Even though you didn't really create them, but you try your best at managing them... Thanxs

Well, I spent like errrr..... 1/2 an hour typing this and can't think anymore so will type tomorrow....

Oh, and one more thing, without you all, I would have never become me, the person I am today...I know I'm still crappy but I will change, but need your help in it, so will you help me?