Thoughts..... ; 12:03 PM
Sometimes I wander back to my primary school in my dreams, as I walk into my school... I see scenes of myself from the psat playing friends which now only lasts in my memory... My previous class room... and table where I find myself lazing around seeing my past fly by my face... as Teachers re teach the syllabus and watching me talking to my friends in class... Playing freeze and melt during recess with friends that are now not in Singapore.... Vanessa Tan..... Always that fun-loving girl... Catching me..... Haha.... Seriously, miss those days....
And as I walk out of the dreams of my past, the future awaits.... My Secondary school Life has yet to write a page in the history of my life......
Food for thought.... ; 11:50 AM
Hello.... I was studying for my exams so I didn't really have time to post a blog post.... Now being left with the last few papers and the up coming mission trip, there is so much to do and to say before I go.... So many emotions that I have yet to uncover...
Why did you choose me out of the many you knew? Why choose such a sinner like me? One that seeks you yet sins over and over again with the thought that, "I will try harder next time on this..."... Oh why have you chosen me, that I do not understand... How can your Love be so Great and Merciful..? Only by grace that I stand and it is with your grace that I move on from my sins.... And I hope to seek release from my sins.... Lord,...be with me...That is what I am feeling now... Being held back, yet the Lord has always been with me.... What am I to deserve such great treatment...? Yet, I must improve and let not sin hold me but its really hard to do so sometimes.... The Body or the Soul? I seek the Soul the Body prevents me so.... Sins from all types entangle me and I try to find release...... Let me find the answer... To answer my Soul and find freedom from Sin... Once again......
