Hey!! Tommorrow going to camp... Is that good or bad.... hmmm? Looking at the fact that I'm missing one week of class but unfortunatly not homework, I guess its ok...

Recently, many say that I'm not as kind as I used to, am I? I don't really know... In fact, now I can no longer explain why I do the things I do...I try to be nice to others but they just, well.... you get what I mean. I remember in primary school, there were many reasons for me to be kind to others for they were kind to me, but now... I don't know anymore...

Sometimes you face such circumstances where no one actually really bothers about your character and just use you for their enjoyment- which, in other words, is laugh at your expanse...

I miss the past, I really do...

Maybe this song, "Everything in its time" (By Corrine May) might just help all of us... Well, Have a nice week...

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say its hard to make it in this part of town
So many on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to paitence and watch for the sign
Everything in its time...

Firstly, I would like to say sorry (if anyone had been here and seen the tag board) for my friend who spammed my tag board with comments on gays. Next, Lets Celebrate my 50th POST ON THIS BLOG. We've come a long way, but it doesn't just stop here!!


Due to this, I decided to change my blogskin to something else.... hmmmmm? What should I change to...?


So, for the 50th post on this blog, I have to type about something meaningful...hmmm...


Music has always been with me for as long as I can remember. Through Primary school, first meeting with Andre, Matthew, then with Angela, Eunice, Annabel.... Meeting Joachim and Wen Xin.... Going to Secondary school and now, as a performer for the Chinese Orchestra... Hmmmm..... I've come thoroughly a long way with Music and it has never failed me whenever I'm down.


It may be stressful sometimes, coping with my standards of Music in different areas, singing (you all must LOLing)[Laughing Out Loud Continuously or known as LOLing], My instrument. But No matter what happens, I will never give up music, either in the CCA or in daily life. For God gave us all music and we should use to worship him and create or convey messages or emotions to the mass like "God is Great" or "Sorrow is one hard to cope with and it breaks hearts down like glass breaking into many pieces...".


So those deciding to give up music due to stress, well, please do think again, and think of the times music has calmed you or caused happiness in you... ya?

I finally found someone, or shall I put it this way, God shall shown me someone to guide me along my path with God!! I feel so happy today!!


He is one that knows my problems, lends a listinening ear and knows how to solve it with the help of the bible!!!! God is trutly with all of us is it not? Finally someone to lead on this long journey down the road in Life, whom we can both confide with each other, just like all of you, just that I met him every day in school... So don't feel that you all are left out or something... Its just that I'm really happy for myself....*similes*