Breakaway- by Kelly Clarkson


Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray


Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away


I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away


Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away


I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away


Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I dont know where they'll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away


I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though its not easy to tell you goodbye
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
Break away

I see the blog is back on the track.... That's good! Finally the first week of school has started, and even though is very sainz, but I'll get used to it soon cause this week only has three "working" days for me because of youth day and meet the parents (ya!!). Lets talk abt something else....


Music is so widely known around us. The church alone has great music lovers (including myself) and all of us represent and part of music. Sorrow, Joy, learning to let go, Experiences are just the many few types of songs we love to sing, yet then what are we in our own music? Classical, Country, Rock and various artists of which we sing from but what is the main theme of songs that we sing? Think about it and answer that question and that would make a great part of your personality, is it not? As we can already see in Church, there are many great musicians in the making (sadly I'm not one of them....) and some if were placed together would make a great duo (but they might not be the best of friends if you get what I mean.....) so take note amongst you all that music is in all of us, ya!!


Well, got to go prepare for ushering tommorrow (sianzzzzzzzzz...), whishing you all a good week and enjoy music as much as I do!!

Vactican Museum 

St. Peter's Church 

Emannuel 

Family at Trevi Fountain 

Phanteon 

Sistine Chapel: Heaven 

Sitting in the hot Sun waiting for the Pope 

Vactican City 

Rome at Night 

Hello!! I'm back!! It was great man!! The trip and all so today I'll (again) will be typing alots.....


Rome was amazing! We (as in my family) walked all over the central part of Rome without taking bus or anything ( ok, all but the shuttle bus back to the hotel which was near the airport). We went to the colosseum, Roman Forum, capitol hill, St.Peter-In-Chains church and two other churches- that was the first day. All the Churches were like WOW in their building structure, so big yet so beautiful and the Roman colosseum and Forum was like walking through a distant past where the buildings still remained...And that reminds me, We walked 6 hours that day all WITHOUT THE CAMERA because my dad forgot to put it in... But we went back to these places on the third day so its ok. Their food there is so good, all the pizza, pasta, and especially the gleato!! (Ice-Cream!!) I was eating it for all the three days I was there until I got sick of it, but it was so good!! Anyway on the second day we went to again many places, We went to the Vatican City (where we met the Pope), Vatican museum, The Sistine Chapel (amazing!!), Trevi Fountain (real big), The Spanish steps (where I ate Gleato again), Emmanuel (242 punishing steps up) and we spent 12 hours of walking around there before heading back to the hotel. When we thought we had seen it all on the first day, we were wrong. The churches were even more amazing here... You'll see why on the pictures above. Finally on the third day we went to the Holy Steps where I kneeled all the way up to the top, a little taste of what Jesus had to go through. And every step I made, I said a prayerof thanks to every attribute in life that he gave me, peace, mercy,etc... a total of 28 steps up, it wasn't easy but I made with my kneecaps purple in colour.... Rome, a city of the past, a society of the morden world....


I'll think I end of with a dream (day dream) I had for you all in Rome....


I was watching myself run across the alley way into this club, as if I was late. When I went into the club, I run backstage but I could not see what was happening for I was at the entrance. Soon, the band came out, and guess what, I'm the basist! WOW!! Joachim was beside me carrying his electric guitar and Matthew was the drummer. Then Joachim started off with his guitar solo... and after a few bars, Wen Xin came with you know those kind of Rock Star outfit (black leather jacket, black leather pants, those kind of stuff...) and starts singing Kelly Clarkson "Since U been Gone" jamming the whole club. Then the sence changes (with the song still on) to Wen Xin and Joachim where they form a duo (vocalist and guitarist together) and do it as a living. Then we come back to the club where the song changes to "Behind these Hazel Eyes" then we focus on Matthew and me. We help out with the band even though we cannot be constantly be there because we go back to our old school to teach our juniors, Matthew is his BB band, whereas my is the CO. Then after Wen Xin was done with "Behind these Hazel Eyes", she takes the surpporting vocalist as Eunice comes out to takes main vocalist with Hilary Duff's song "Fly". Eunice also helps out in the band whenever she has the time, for she has become a classical vocalist(even though she also sounds nice in Rock). Once she finishes with "Fly", Wen Xin and Eunice both sing this song "Breakaway" which is being played now. Then the sence is being shifted to a soft ball team, made out of Annabel, Angela, Victora, Jeanette with some other people who are humble and nice. We all go together to see Andre and Debbie. Andre became a professial painist who works together with Eunice in the classical aspect. He also writes songs for the band with Debbie. And together, Jeantte brings us for lunch before church. In church, all of us dressed in white come to stage and form to the church choir.......


Well, here's a little something for all of you, the song "Break away", as long as you are willing, you can do it......

You won't see me blogging too much this coming four days because I'm going to Rome!! Maybe you all can take this time to read the posts from the 3rd of June if this is the first post you are reading...


When I go overseas, I would feel a certain fear that maybe this would be the time the Lord is bringing me home... but I always come home in one piece...yet I cannot be sure if I do come back in one peice....I wonder....


The fear I have is not the fear of dying and I guess you all know because I'll be with Chirst sooner.....The fear I have is the fear of losing all my friends, family... and trust me I don't feel like leaving you all behind....Its just like throwing a big part of my soul into the oblivion.... I have treated all of you like brothers and sisters in Chirst because from young I did you have any siblings...thats why I never did like to see you all fighting nor unhappiness between you all....


What am I saying...I'll come back in one peice and be with my big family of brothers and sisters.....*simles with great joy*........

Hello, everyone!! If you are reading this post, I would just like to tell you that you can start reading from the post made from June 3 if you haven't (this is based on the dead tagboard).


It was a nice two days of camping at East Coast with Uncle Chris. Yip, his family and company. Matthew, Joachim and I rented like 3 mountain bikes for one whole day ( from 4 to 8.30pm) and cycled like mad until all three of our backsides are so pain!! Anyway what was most interesting most how we talked on the water breaker in East Coast Park..... but the details I do not dare to reveal the details so ask the rest abt it...


For the first time I felt at peace I opened up when it was 1 am in the morning. Why? Well, the three of us (guys)could not sleep and like the rest were sleeping so we went back to the water breaker to talk about so many things... about character...about friends (all church)... about what we are finding...and what we truly are... Joachim taught me that there's no one that does not want to talk to you, its whether you dare to strike a conversation with the person.... Matthew taught me that you need not worry about what's going to happen, it will just happen, so why worry?....

We talked all the way from 1am to 3 something, then we went Mac and at 4 something most of us slept in the tent (though not very long). I think I'll just end here.....It was a good day with my two good friends...

My Life in Chirst!! (Pic drawn by Ian Yap and colours by me!!) 

Another lovely Sunday morning, another lovely day from the lord. Don't you just love Sunday mornings when its all just for God! Sometimes when things don't go your way or when things seem like their picking up and everything collapses, you're back to square one again isn't it nice to go to church and all?

When everything single thing is not going just as you want it, face it boldly, with your head lifted high, for you are not alone---God is there.....

All good things have to end, don't you think? Especially about this bible trail, it made me think......Maybe I ought to be better in Chirst, with Chirst.........

It changed many of my thoughts and I feel......different? I dunno either but it has been a beautiful memory, met so many new people and experiences.......... Well, one sentence to conculde it all, "A stranger in this World..."


I'm set apart
A stranger in this world
No more at home at peace
With the ways of this world


Your Spirit keeps me going in this race
Till I meet you in a better place
Until then I really need Your grace.....

Happy birthday to you Wen Xin!! Whishing you many more to come....

Today, Andre came over to my house to play and crash my PS2 down (and he's doing now!!). I want to put this across, though you may heard from others that I like someone or somebody, I like to say that no I'm not. It could be that she misunderstood or it was just my fault. Not that you all joking about me is bad or anything, I just want to say that I treat you all like brothers and sisters and never treated you anything more anything less. Heh, maybe I that I say now will go in vain but it would make me feel better if I were to just put it across, at least I tried, right?

Maybe, I'm just too sensetive, so much to change. For example, Andre says that I should be more street-smart, but I think that maybe it was not time yet. The bible trail made me notice alot of bad things in my life and with him, I'll will change it, but maybe not too fast though. Its been a rough ride in life and there will be more to come is it not? But you all will be there for me, will you?

Heh, maybe I should stop thinking so far and solve the probelm at hand. Too many misunderstandings but how do I face it under a crowd of those who do not even believe in me? Nah, what am I saying? Never mind.....Maybe.......

The lycrics of the song "simple and Clean". What I think is most important in life- relationships with people esepically friends and loved ones.



Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru as seen in "Kingdom Hearts"


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,


Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


(Whisper)So simple and clean...


The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said,


Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before


Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

Holidays are just nice aren't they? Not including the fact that we cannot see our friends and the amount of homework during the holidays. A time of rest and peace in each of our busy school year, a time where you just sit down and just look outside to see a vast blue sky above. Sometimes, and for me most of the time, (if I'm not playing or outside) I would just take time at its own pace and well, think of things to a greater depth. I've been talking so much about how life should be as it, but am I up to it?

Well, I just ask for a simple life, not too much luxries just a nice along a peaceful neighbourhood, just like in perth, A long road down with houses next to each other. I do not ask for great understanding and knowledge for if I do, all be to known to me and I would be brought to another level for a person's knowledge that surpasses all. With this, one will be brought up to the world and with it comes money, then greed, corruption, then total evil. So what I ask is nothing more than just plain understanding so that only through hard work may I understad facts and not go against my God. I wish through harmony and peace within where I stay, no true fights, and just a place that I can settle in. Wouldn't it be nice?.................

Well, thats that. Anyway before I leave for lunch with mom, like to say happy birthday in advance to Wen Xin! Here's whishing you a happy 14th birthday!!